Reading Between Lines ;

hi my darlings .
today i (finally) went out to celebrate my biatch's birthday .
like .
ok i know it's belated and i already wished him happy birthday .
on almost every social media .
but we just never officially went out to celebrate it HAHAH .
SO , MY BAE AND I ASKED HIM OUT LA .
(no i am not lesbian ok stop .)

we went to Manhanttan Fish Market at Bishan to go grab lunch .
...
and that's probably it .
if you are curious, i bought the annoying shit a jacket cos i finally decided that the NP jacket was irritating the hell out of me .
EHEHEHE .
but yeah ok .
and i made him a card . (which is like a must)

sigh .
anyway, my sis made me listen to "Beautiful Girl" by Sara Bareilles today .
and she told me "Jie i know you feel this way . you must listen to it ok . i love you"
i hate to admit it, but i'm damn touched .
//cries a little//

moving on .
someone provoked my thinking today .
so most of you know that i am super duper expressive and affectionate right .
like, i like hugs and pats on my head .
i used to keep my guards up because it was not a social norm in Anderson to keep such close contact with the opposite gender .
but now that i'm in poly, i see that it's actually pretty normal so i let my guard now .
and apparently it could give some people the wrong idea .
if you know what i mean .
like ya la .
i don't know what to do if i gave people such signals because i myself don't know what signals i give out .
honestly .
-insert moon emoji-
SORRY LA I DUMB OK .

just . just don't hate me please .
:c

i don't need more people joining my hater club .

got alot of people already .

like . can i cry please .

T.T

Joy