Blemished and Embellished. ;
oh. my. god.
i'm so tired and sleepy.
but HEY GUYS .
i believe you guys had a great day today ?
it's about 3 hours 30 minutes to Lucas's birthday .
OMG .
so fastttttt .
and it's like . 4 more days and 3 hours 30 minutes to Pinky's birthday .
dafuq.
why time fly so fast one.
WHAT THEEEEE .
shit exams are nearing and here i am blogging .
dammit .
i'll wake up early tomorrow to do some work .
sigh .
T.T
moving on to a more serious topic ..
someone reminded me on the past lately.
idk why, but i've been looking back in time for awhile now.
more so now that i'm chatting with someone .
//smirks//
JK. HAHAHAHA COS I HAVE NO LIFE.
:c
but yeah.
as some (or most) of you know, i don't have the prettiest past.
i didn't always live in days of glory, and i didn't always have the best of everything.
in fact, up till now, i don't see myself having the best of anything.
but it has come to point where i'm just happy by having what i have now.
and like yeah.
if someone is going to judge you for your mistakes and ugly past, i don't think that person is worth my time.
or anyone's.
they don't know how to accept someone who has made some mistakes.
and let me tell you something,
those who made mistakes, are those with the most interesting stories to tell.
they lived their lives the way they wanted.
that's why they made mistakes.
and in the end, they're the ones who will most probably tell you "hey i've got no regrets."
while you think "damn this is going to get me into deep shit", the go-getters are already out there, doing what they deem is right at that moment in time.
no second thoughts. spontaneous actions.
and yknow what ?
they're going to be real happy they did it someday.
people who have been flawed and scarred know how it feels to be double-crossed, stabbed, lied to, and whatever bullshit.
you know they're not going to do that shit to you.
they know how bad it's going to sting.
and you know they are those who are there. forever. taking your shit, listening to you, sticking up for you.
sometimes i wonder why do people even look down on them.
they are the most genuine people i've seen.
(most of those i've met at least)
for all you know, they are just having some rough days.
some people have it tougher than you do out there in the real world.
guys .
please be kind souls.
because i don't know what's going on in those people's lives, and i'd hate if i influenced you to do something bad today.
HAHAHA.
ok.
now that that's done.
I'M DONE WITH MY DPL PRESENTATION.
prop presentation is tomorrow.
then got wricom consultation.
sighpie.
someone please tell me all these are going to pass soon.
i can't take anymore sleepless nights.
or stress.
even the most elastic rubber band snaps .
omg .
and i seriously have the cutest classmates ever.
tell me you're jealous.
that'd make them really happy.
HAHAHAHAHA.
oh. and.
yknow.
for those who read this blog, if y'all ever have shit with no one to go to.
feel free to email me.
i'm no adviser, nor am i a smooth talker. i'm (may) not your friend or anyone.
i could just be some blogger you came by.
but i don't want to be JUST a blogger.
i want to be someone different.
and all of you are precious to me.
EVERY . SINGLE . ONE. OF . YOU .
email me @ jollybeans_@outlook.com
kekeke .
i'd love to hear from you.
MWACKS GUYS .
(and girls)
i love y'all .
Joy
i'm so tired and sleepy.
but HEY GUYS .
i believe you guys had a great day today ?
it's about 3 hours 30 minutes to Lucas's birthday .
OMG .
so fastttttt .
and it's like . 4 more days and 3 hours 30 minutes to Pinky's birthday .
dafuq.
why time fly so fast one.
WHAT THEEEEE .
shit exams are nearing and here i am blogging .
dammit .
i'll wake up early tomorrow to do some work .
sigh .
T.T
moving on to a more serious topic ..
someone reminded me on the past lately.
idk why, but i've been looking back in time for awhile now.
more so now that i'm chatting with someone .
//smirks//
JK. HAHAHAHA COS I HAVE NO LIFE.
:c
but yeah.
as some (or most) of you know, i don't have the prettiest past.
i didn't always live in days of glory, and i didn't always have the best of everything.
in fact, up till now, i don't see myself having the best of anything.
but it has come to point where i'm just happy by having what i have now.
and like yeah.
if someone is going to judge you for your mistakes and ugly past, i don't think that person is worth my time.
or anyone's.
they don't know how to accept someone who has made some mistakes.
and let me tell you something,
those who made mistakes, are those with the most interesting stories to tell.
they lived their lives the way they wanted.
that's why they made mistakes.
and in the end, they're the ones who will most probably tell you "hey i've got no regrets."
while you think "damn this is going to get me into deep shit", the go-getters are already out there, doing what they deem is right at that moment in time.
no second thoughts. spontaneous actions.
and yknow what ?
they're going to be real happy they did it someday.
people who have been flawed and scarred know how it feels to be double-crossed, stabbed, lied to, and whatever bullshit.
you know they're not going to do that shit to you.
they know how bad it's going to sting.
and you know they are those who are there. forever. taking your shit, listening to you, sticking up for you.
sometimes i wonder why do people even look down on them.
they are the most genuine people i've seen.
(most of those i've met at least)
for all you know, they are just having some rough days.
some people have it tougher than you do out there in the real world.
guys .
please be kind souls.
because i don't know what's going on in those people's lives, and i'd hate if i influenced you to do something bad today.
HAHAHA.
ok.
now that that's done.
I'M DONE WITH MY DPL PRESENTATION.
prop presentation is tomorrow.
then got wricom consultation.
sighpie.
someone please tell me all these are going to pass soon.
i can't take anymore sleepless nights.
or stress.
even the most elastic rubber band snaps .
omg .
and i seriously have the cutest classmates ever.
tell me you're jealous.
that'd make them really happy.
HAHAHAHAHA.
oh. and.
yknow.
for those who read this blog, if y'all ever have shit with no one to go to.
feel free to email me.
i'm no adviser, nor am i a smooth talker. i'm (may) not your friend or anyone.
i could just be some blogger you came by.
but i don't want to be JUST a blogger.
i want to be someone different.
and all of you are precious to me.
EVERY . SINGLE . ONE. OF . YOU .
email me @ jollybeans_@outlook.com
kekeke .
i'd love to hear from you.
MWACKS GUYS .
(and girls)
i love y'all .
Joy
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