Pondering ;

hey there !
i see your lost soul has wandered back to this dull space hahaha .

anyway, i've been doing notes all day err day since monday .
holy shit i feel so darn tired of this topic already .
and i don't even know it well enough .
:c
i'm so dead .
i wish i can cheat, but i'm not one to cheat .
not after sec sch especially .
like .
i had to attend detention all cos i cheated once.
i used to be darn ashamed of it .
like legit .
but sigh .
i give up on my (non-existing) reputation .

my burden prince's birthday present arrived yesterday at my doorstep .
IT IS THE CUTEST THING (i feel) I HAVE EVER BOUGHT FOR A GUY .
i swear .
LOL .
i don't know how to feel about it .
i feel like it's kinda gay but .
I REALLY LIKE THE IDEA OF IT LEH .
ok whatever .
no regrets .
i'm happy with my purchase .
:p
(P.S. prince if you're reading this . errr . look forward to it k . XD)

today i expanded my polaroid wall yay .
i'm super happy .

moving on, i'm kinda planning out my holidays already.
like thinking about the things i want to do .
then like.
yknow .
set aside the rest of the time for work !!

so currently, i only have a few plans ...
(so sad . //cries//)

1. Adventure Cove + Trick Eye Museum with NPTKD peeps.
2. After tournament BBQ with NPTKD .
3. Longboard/Pennyboard classes (major yay)
4. Meeting up with my couragers (it's a tradition every hols now)
5. Meeting up with Qiaoxuan and Claudia (i miss you girls holy)
6. Guitar classes (????)
7. Travelling Singapore (?????)

ok so i did mention i wanted to take up guitar classes right ?
THE TIME HAS COME HAHAHAH .
yes i am still intending to pick up guitar !
but i am still thinking of the monetary issues .
:/

and for number 7 .
CAN I JUST SAY THAT I WANNA GO OUT FOR ONE DAY WITH JUST A DISPOSABLE CAMERA .
it's gonna be freaking magical .
and the pictures are going to be shit because we can't see how it turned out .
but hey .
that's the magic of that camera .
i'm gonna do that but idk when to do that .
:c

and i really want to use black and white film instead of normal coloured ones .
sorry i'm a badass .
HAHAHA .
NO JK.
I'M NOTHING LIKE THAT .
-insert moon emoji-

i'm so done studying already .
like my eyes are going to close .
damn .
i'm going to end up chioinging next week .
guys i feel damn bad .
:c

ok bye all of you .
i love you .
<3

MWACKSSS .

Joy