Yet Another ;

There has been alot of things that happened recently.

My mind is messy but not suffocating, and i have a supportive group around me who would love me despite all the stupid lil things i did.
I'm blessed and thankful.

In any case.
UPDATES !

I've started my internship since last month (in 5 days it'd be exactly a month !) at an IT company.
I know, CRAZY RIGHT ????
And i'm still studying by the way.
So i'm basically wildin' out here - half studying and half working.

It's not paying crazy good, but the people there are nice (for now that's how i feel).
It's in a super ulu place though.

I've been enjoying what i can. Hehe.


I've been swamped with internship and assignments.
I don't exactly have time for much things anymore.

But still, i'm thankful for what i have and i'm excited for the days to come.
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Emotionally, it's been a storm as usual too.
There's alot more empty space now, but i've never felt more loved.
I see so many people trying to pour their everything to fill up this huge void that exists within me.
It's kind of nice to be on the receiving end of so much love sometimes. :')

I constantly crave presence in my life as of now, but it gets easier day by day.
To rely less and less on that notification that lights up my phone to feel better about myself.

I'm okay.
Today is okay.
I survived and it'll be a brand new day tomorrow.

Tomorrow the sun will rise again.
We'll try again.






I might not be the best now, but i'll get better tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be another day full of hope.
Tomorrow we'll get better.

I'm glad i woke up today and everyday before this.

I hope you are glad about waking up today too.


Joy