Ultimate Celebration ;

This weekend has been eye-opening so far.
I've enjoyed travelling to the museums for the past 2 days and i'm really excited to just keep doing what i do.

Yesterday, i had a class in the noon which was annoying as hell.
But i managed to walk over to the museum after class alone and i swear it was a very liberating experience (except for my school bag weighing down on my shoulders).
I was lucky enough to catch the "Polaroid" exhibition for free and the entrance was free too.
I freaking loved the "Polaroid" exhibition and i think y'all should totally head down to the National Singapore Museum if it's still available !!

This was one part of the exhibition i really loved - combining polaroids with real objects.

It was freaking magical and i loved how they came together. :')

I've always loved taking polaroids, but after this exhibition, i came to love it even more.
I hated to learn that the real Polaroid camera filed for bankruptcy after Fujifilm and all leeched off their inventions and started earning more.
:')
I feel bad that i own a fujifilm polaroid camera now.

(and am bloody tempted to buy a legit polaroid camera - THEY SOLD THEM THERE *SOBS*)

Anyway !
Today i went to see the "Minimalism - Object. Space. Light." exhibition with my colleague.
Achievements unlocked:
- going out with a colleague
- exhibition with a colleague
- lunch alone with a colleague

Gurl i was doing some real good things today, trying out new things.
Unfortunately my colleague was injured and had to limp around.
But all's good.
I really really enjoyed myself.
My colleague, being older than me too, gave me legit advice on my life, listened to me.
And seriously, i now know why my sister seeks people who stimulate her intellectually now.
There's so much to learn.
I've never felt smaller and i actually liked it.
I felt the hunger to learn once again and i'm excited to go out there and seek more experience from this world.

We kinda had fun exploring the idea of minimalism though i have to admit we still didn't catch any balls on how to appreciate this minimalism and maximalism thing.

But it was still very very interesting.

After we parted, i had some time to kill and walked around a little by myself.
I had walked past the link between Esplanade and City Hall several times, i always love their cute lil art exhibitions there.
So the last time i was there, i took a few photos with the interactive mirrors.
Today, i realised that there were more mirrors !!!!
I JUST DIDN'T SEE THEM BEFORE.

I was literally drowning because i was on my tiptoes and yet only the top of my head can be seen.... *sobs*

I loved the entire concept of painting on mirrors and creating this interactive phototaking thing.

BUT ONE THING TO NOTE:

can they please start painting on the mirrors lower ??
WHY ARE ALL THE ILLUSTRATIONS SO HIGH.
THE TIPTOEING GETS UNCOMFORTABLE AND EMBARRASSING AF.

I love it still.
BUT SERIOUSLY.
T.T

I'm sure y'all will enjoy making fun of my smol size for awhile.
(i'm not even going to lie and say i'll grow taller anymore)
I'm literally stuck at this height for the rest of my life -
LET ME LIVE WITH IT IN PEACE HELLO.
HAHAHA.





The weekends have been good to me so far :')
I'm so thankful.






I hope i can carry this heart into the new week ahead.

And i'm so thankful for the people who've been constantly hanging around me and caring for me.

Even when i'm in a mess, a wreck, and all of that jazz.

Thank you for asking me whenever i'm not okay.

Thank you for giving me the time of your day to care about me.

For listening to my rants.

For being spiritually there on all my adventures alone.

For helping me feel less lonely on this journey to find myself.

For always cheering me up.

For spoiling me.

Thank you for letting me be myself around you.

Thank you for not judging me.

Thank you for helping me.

It's been difficult to tolerate me, but thank you for trying.

Thank you for dealing with my bullshit.

While i'm not capable of handling any more bullshit from people,

thank you for putting my happiness before your needs.

Thank you for considering my mental health before what i could have done for you.

Thank you for wishing me happiness.

Thank you for giving me a choice to make myself happy instead of imposing on me what would have made you happier.

Thank you.

I really don't know what more to say.

I feel so lucky to have you all.

:')

I can't believe there's more than one of you who would be willing to go to this extent for me.

Thank you for being willing to deal with me.

I needed that so much.

I really did.

Thank you.

Joy