Can't Compete ;

Dear myself,

Today you're not okay and i hope you'll be okay with it. 
I hope you won't cry all the time and i hope your fake smile game is REAL strong today. 

I hope you'll do okay in school in front of people and i hope you'll tell people how you feel and not bottle up again only to welcome another crazy mental breakdown in the middle of nowhere.

I hope you'll listen in class and manage to hide behind everything.
I hope the day only gets better.

I hope you don't listen to songs that make you want to burst out in tears.

I hope you find strength in this.




I hope by the end of today, you'll be okay.

Joy