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Recently, days have whizzed by.
Kinda like my emotions, but they go to the crazy highs and lows.
Not a single phase has stayed for more than a few days, and i've just been.
I guess, to a certain extent, suffering the seeds that have been sowed.
Feelings are truly a magical thing and i don't know if i'll ever understand them - even as a psychology major myself.
In any case, i'm thankful for the support i get from people around me who show me their concern in different ways hehe.
For giving me the time of their days to listen or even accompany me.
Simple things like a meal and a chat.
I wish i had more friends like these.
I really do.
Luckily, my office has been so so so kind to me and since i'm the youngest there heheh.
I don't get spoiled of course, because i'm still an intern.
But they nurture me.
Like really help me grow.
I learn so much from them, and it's been kinda long since i've had people constantly greeting me, asking me how's my morning that i forgot how to answer such generic questions.
I can't say i'm completely okay now.
Afterall, things take time to heal and i take alot of time to get used to a new lifestyle.
But every passing day feels a little better than the day before.
And each day i try to learn to be more okay with who i am, and where i am now in my life.
Difficult, but we gotta do what we gotta do.
:')
On a happier note, i broke a personal record today and i'm feeling quite proud of myself hehehe.
I RAN 3.75KM IN 20MINS YAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
That's with a muscle cramp and a stitch, which makes me feel a little better about how i took so long still LOL.
But yes i feel kinda good today.
I hope the following days will keep getting better.
And i hope the rainy days get lesser and lesser.
A big aim, but a girl can dream right ?
:')
How about you ?
How are you doing now ?
Where are you in your life ?
Are you happier today than you were yesterday ?
I sure hope you are hehehe.
We may not be as happy as we wish we were, but we're getting there !
I hope the sun shines real bright for all of us tomorrow.
Goodnight friends.
Thanks for being with me even when i'm being a difficult lil shit.
Joy
Kinda like my emotions, but they go to the crazy highs and lows.
Not a single phase has stayed for more than a few days, and i've just been.
I guess, to a certain extent, suffering the seeds that have been sowed.
Feelings are truly a magical thing and i don't know if i'll ever understand them - even as a psychology major myself.
In any case, i'm thankful for the support i get from people around me who show me their concern in different ways hehe.
For giving me the time of their days to listen or even accompany me.
Simple things like a meal and a chat.
I wish i had more friends like these.
I really do.
Luckily, my office has been so so so kind to me and since i'm the youngest there heheh.
I don't get spoiled of course, because i'm still an intern.
But they nurture me.
Like really help me grow.
I learn so much from them, and it's been kinda long since i've had people constantly greeting me, asking me how's my morning that i forgot how to answer such generic questions.
I can't say i'm completely okay now.
Afterall, things take time to heal and i take alot of time to get used to a new lifestyle.
But every passing day feels a little better than the day before.
And each day i try to learn to be more okay with who i am, and where i am now in my life.
Difficult, but we gotta do what we gotta do.
:')
On a happier note, i broke a personal record today and i'm feeling quite proud of myself hehehe.
I RAN 3.75KM IN 20MINS YAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
That's with a muscle cramp and a stitch, which makes me feel a little better about how i took so long still LOL.
But yes i feel kinda good today.
I hope the following days will keep getting better.
And i hope the rainy days get lesser and lesser.
A big aim, but a girl can dream right ?
:')
How about you ?
How are you doing now ?
Where are you in your life ?
Are you happier today than you were yesterday ?
I sure hope you are hehehe.
We may not be as happy as we wish we were, but we're getting there !
I hope the sun shines real bright for all of us tomorrow.
Goodnight friends.
Thanks for being with me even when i'm being a difficult lil shit.
Joy
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