22 ;

"I don't know 'bout you, but i'm feeling 22"
- Taylor Swift

And that's exactly what i feel like right now.

Without everyone that has passed my life, or shaped me in one way or another, i don't think that the me today would have been possible, or maybe even existed.

To my past teachers, friends, family, dates, enemies, bullies, haters, lovers, strangers, coaches, seniors:
Thank you.

Who i am today may still be pretty trashy, but on the bright side, i'm still existing, and i'm still surviving.

I'm still learning to be more grateful for everything i have, and to be more appreciative of people around me.
I'm still learning how to live my life with my chin up, and to walk with no fear of falling over.
I'm still learning to love properly, and to make people want to stay with me.
I'm still learning to reach out to people, and to talk better.
I'm still learning to change my mindset on alot of things,
but most importantly,
I'm still learning to learn.

In retrospect, i've always been cooped up in my comfy little bubble, i don't think there's a need for change anymore.
I just want to stay the same and be forever comfortable.
But that made me slow down compared to others.
They were running towards their goals, and i was waiting for my goals to come to me.

We all know things like that don't happen.
So i'm learning how to run towards things i want, and not let them go even if others wanted the same thing.
Just because i try to care for them, it may not have been the best for myself.
And i'm trying to learn to put myself first.

I'm just grateful, that i, of all people, got the chance to keep living till tomorrow to keep trying.

Thank you all for looking at me with care.
I'm so freaking blessed.

So there.
I'm 22 now.
What about you?

Joy