To Whom It May Concern ;

Gonna keep this a general thing.
Like spilling some words that have been held back too long.
I probably mentally cursed myself so many times for not letting these words roll off my tongue.

I have my mind stuck in some place and i can't seem to wander out of there yet.
It is going to take some time and in the mean time i finally learned to fully appreciate the company i have.
I also got to see the people around me through better lenses, and i learnt so much.
I learnt so much more by stopping to listen to the voices that i lost between the busy schedules that caged me.

ANYWAY.
I wanted to share with you all some quotes that really got me constantly thinking and reconsidering my life choices.
Something about them just hit the spot deep down in my heart.
(i actually cannot explain how it affects me, it just does.)
They kind of mess up my thinking for awhile.

"Everytime I look up at the stars

I see the stars and I can hear my God say

'This is who you are'.

Everytime I look up at the stars

They be telling me you are perfect just the way you are

Baby if you're looking for the stars

It's not far away,

Turn off the TV and look in the mirror."

-Innovator

"Who will bring me flowers 

when it's over

And who will give me comfort

when it's cold

Oh, no

Don't ever say goodbye

I said i'm only human

I'm only human"

"No one ever told her that she was

something more than 

the mess inside her head and the

tsunami inside her heart.

So all she learned was to apologize for

every single breath she took."

I think these stirred some feelings in my heart that i have left to settle for a long time.

Like those tea leaves in a cup. 

After putting them in, just watch them sink right down to the bottom, and not touch them for a long time.

These pretty words just stole some peace from my mind and messed up somewhere there.

Really sure these words and feelings in my heart will keep it down and just sink right back in a while but for now.....

Just really overwhelmed by myself.

Even i get tired of my own shit sometimes, i really wonder how do the people i love so badly keep their shit together around me so well.

I thank my heavens endlessly for people like these.

At this point i don't even know if i should be calling these precious beings what everyone is labelled with - humans.

I feel like they deserve a special term.

Just for themselves.

They could be treasures, gems, and what not.

But i do have a term for them.

It's kind of cliche and cheesy but, they can't hide what they have on their backs, along with what seems to be the brightest aura around them.

Angels.

Joy