Ephemeral Incandescence ;
Hello guyssssss.
Today was a really eventful day?
The rides at the fun fest was pretty disappointing i must say but the company made it worth so much.
I would love to post the photos but that will have to wait till mah friend uploads it on social media or something ???
I'll post the interesting ones here yea ?
BUT.
Anyway, today is the last time i will see mah fag till like 5 weeks later ?
Omg training tomorrow is gonna be hella boring and that's like 10 boring trainings in 2 weeks.
I really can't wait for him to come back already although he hasn't left.
It's quite funny how things work.
When we have time together we always squabble and play fight and all but when he is gonna go i kinda don't want him to go.
OK I WON'T LIE, I'LL MISS HIM SO BAD????
:'(
It would have been better if i was completely occupied within these 5 weeks, like if i was on OIP too then i'd probably just not miss the people going on OIP as much since i am there too ???
BUT MY OIP IS NEXT YEAR ????
I keep missing people like always.
(i hope people will miss me when i am gone ok)
BUT YA.
SO BUMMED OUT OVER THIS.
And like i wish i could show you guys what i got him because i am so proud of myself for being thoughtful but yknow.
It was a completely spontaneous decision and i took time out of my really squeezy schedule to do those things so they probably aren't worth showing here.
But ya, just know i am thoughtful. *insert moon emoji*
JK.
So if i blog more lately, just know that it is because i need to keep my shit together (since the person who keeps my shit together isn't really here).
And if i am online on skype or oovoo too often and the notifications annoy the shit out of you, please understand.
Getting emotionally attached to people is a really scary thing.
I used the exact same line on my children in the child care i am attached to now.
They aren't really the closest to me and i hope they will be, but at the same time, if they really are, leaving them after the month will be so hard and i'm just so scared i won't be able to make it out without crying.
That'd be a horrible scene.
BTW guys, i watched 'Inside Out' the other day with Peiyuan and it was so good ????!!!!?!?!?!?
I really liked it but i obviously had a good cry in there so i advice all people who have the intentions to watch it to bring a bag of tissues or something because it is very touching.
And you probably would not have expected it.
I DIDN'T. AT ALL.
I WAS SO SAD.
Peiyuan was just laughing at me sia. HE EVEN OFFERED ME HIS SHOULDER HAHAHAHHAHAH.
Thanks man you know me well.
*insert ok-sign emoji*
I use too many emojis that are not available on blogs but as long as you know what i mean.
*thumbs up*
God dammit.
Alrightys i should go to sleep soon since i have been sleeping like 4-5hours for the past few days, and i have to wake up at 6am tomorrow again. (not to mention i still have training at night D:)
DAILY GRIND BRUH.
Really hope the attachment ends soon so i can chill.
Someone remind me to get a hot glue gun (not to glue the kids but to make things for them).
I already feel lik dying whoop.
Goodnight lovelies.
Will be back here soon with photos of today.
:)
Joy
Today was a really eventful day?
The rides at the fun fest was pretty disappointing i must say but the company made it worth so much.
I would love to post the photos but that will have to wait till mah friend uploads it on social media or something ???
I'll post the interesting ones here yea ?
BUT.
Anyway, today is the last time i will see mah fag till like 5 weeks later ?
Omg training tomorrow is gonna be hella boring and that's like 10 boring trainings in 2 weeks.
I really can't wait for him to come back already although he hasn't left.
It's quite funny how things work.
When we have time together we always squabble and play fight and all but when he is gonna go i kinda don't want him to go.
OK I WON'T LIE, I'LL MISS HIM SO BAD????
:'(
It would have been better if i was completely occupied within these 5 weeks, like if i was on OIP too then i'd probably just not miss the people going on OIP as much since i am there too ???
BUT MY OIP IS NEXT YEAR ????
I keep missing people like always.
(i hope people will miss me when i am gone ok)
BUT YA.
SO BUMMED OUT OVER THIS.
And like i wish i could show you guys what i got him because i am so proud of myself for being thoughtful but yknow.
It was a completely spontaneous decision and i took time out of my really squeezy schedule to do those things so they probably aren't worth showing here.
But ya, just know i am thoughtful. *insert moon emoji*
JK.
So if i blog more lately, just know that it is because i need to keep my shit together (since the person who keeps my shit together isn't really here).
And if i am online on skype or oovoo too often and the notifications annoy the shit out of you, please understand.
Getting emotionally attached to people is a really scary thing.
I used the exact same line on my children in the child care i am attached to now.
They aren't really the closest to me and i hope they will be, but at the same time, if they really are, leaving them after the month will be so hard and i'm just so scared i won't be able to make it out without crying.
That'd be a horrible scene.
BTW guys, i watched 'Inside Out' the other day with Peiyuan and it was so good ????!!!!?!?!?!?
I really liked it but i obviously had a good cry in there so i advice all people who have the intentions to watch it to bring a bag of tissues or something because it is very touching.
And you probably would not have expected it.
I DIDN'T. AT ALL.
I WAS SO SAD.
Peiyuan was just laughing at me sia. HE EVEN OFFERED ME HIS SHOULDER HAHAHAHHAHAH.
Thanks man you know me well.
*insert ok-sign emoji*
I use too many emojis that are not available on blogs but as long as you know what i mean.
*thumbs up*
God dammit.
Alrightys i should go to sleep soon since i have been sleeping like 4-5hours for the past few days, and i have to wake up at 6am tomorrow again. (not to mention i still have training at night D:)
DAILY GRIND BRUH.
Really hope the attachment ends soon so i can chill.
Someone remind me to get a hot glue gun (not to glue the kids but to make things for them).
I already feel lik dying whoop.
Goodnight lovelies.
Will be back here soon with photos of today.
:)
Joy
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