Begging You Please ;

HELLO HELLO.
The long awaited post is finally here ??!?!??!?!?
So the camp i've been talking about and panicking about since forever is finally over and you won't believe how much lighter i feel already.

The day after the camp was hell though and i really should be repaying my sleep debt. xD

 JAJANNNNNNNN. The one day i was not there, amazing things happened and the photo turned out amazeballs and my group was great and so cooperative and i really wonder if i should have been there from the start. :p

 Introducing to you, my wonder team of GLS !!!!!

 EHEHEHE i know we damn sweet. Thanks. <3 

JK. I THINK MY PARTNER DAMN SWEET COS WHEN I ASKED HIM IF I WAS HEAVY HE SAID NO.

I really am quite heavy though. 

I definitely look lighter than i am. My weight is not really as light as you would hope for it to be. 

//insert moon emoji//

People don't believe my weight but oh wells. Sorry my body hides my fats really well. ;)

 And i present Bumblebee + Optimus Prime. >:D

 And this is - Optimus Prime. Just Bumblebee. 

I cannot express the amount of thanks i can give to this lovely bunch of mischievous freshies who literally bring joy to me.

The tiredness i feel in my body is nothing, and they give me strength to move on.

And and and also, thank you, for the whole camp, who specially prepared a book worth of notes filled with their feelings.

I totally did not cry when i read it la.

:'(

Especially from those who i did not expect, their notes were especially sweet ??????

I was really damn touched. 

T.T

"Hearts are wild creatures that's why our ribs are cages."

I saw this quote lying on a table today (literally) and i was so captivated by it.

Something about it kept it lingering in my mind.

Attachment is just really tiring but tomorrow is the teachers' day celebration and i'm actually looking forward to eating and bonding with the teachers there HEHEHE.

No expectations from the children because they don't seem to like me alot. 

:(

It's almost the end of my second week at the centre, and they don't seem that comfortable with me yet.

It would totally suck if i finally bond with them only when i am about to leave.

I will really bawl my eyes out, like just when i bonded with them, i have to go.

I kind of worry about how i will pass my days after that.

And and and mah fag is leaving next monday, only coming back in October ?????

FML.

Skype better not fail me.

D:

Omg life is damn hard now LEL.

Still got to juggle work.

I pray for strength to finish everything smoothly and come out of all this in one piece.

Praying to come out unscathed may be a little too much to ask for, so just in one piece will do.

The least i could do is to pray to not crumble. 

I feel like there are alot of things to say but i think i just want to put it out there:

I think he doesn't know how much of a blessing he is to the people around him.

He may not be the most sensitive but the conversations with him are never dull and i always get something to reflect on everything we talk about sensitive topics.

He always knows how to keep my shit together, and rescue me at the very last minute.

I couldn't have asked for a better person to stick by me throughout camp.

Thank you.

Joy

P.s. no we are not together, neither do we have anything. I am just naturally mushy. ><

The rest no need jealous ok i said everything i want to say to y'all hehehehhe.