Putting All My Eggs In One Basket ;

Hi guys. 

Feeling kinda down tonight and really needed some comfort but it'd appear that i have more issues to deal with...

Really hope that i can run away from all these sia.

Hopefully i can figure out when my next long holiday is, and then i'll TRY to plan a cruise and ask my mum if i can go with my friends or something.

Like since it's a cruise i can't run anywhere right.

REALLY HOPE I CAN PLAN A GETAWAY LIKE THAT.

Actually, even a staycation would be good enough.

I just want a few days to myself and like enjoy the sun or whatever.

Oh god since when did things get so messed up.

UGH.

I wanna cuddle up in my bed and sleep but my brain is so fucking active now i think i might never sleep at this rate till the sun rises. :c

Joy