Comeback Stage ;
Hello my favourite readers!
It's my day to update you all again and technically i don't set aside days to update my blog and i do so whenever i want to, but today was one of those days where i just really felt like coming here to vent a little.
Sooooo.
There hasn't been anything important going on in my life.
I sent out a few (only 2 actually) emails regarding job enquiries and i really hope i get a positive reply soon so i can earn some bucks to repay my debt to myself HAHAHAHAHA.
But ya, other than that, i am also now part of my CCA's committee.
(idk if i actually mentioned it before)
BUT YES.
Whoop i am finally part of something more important!
Although i'm only a treasurer but it's good enough for me!!!
:)
Sigh but something kinda upsetting happened tonight.
My dad went out drinking tonight with his friend/colleague idk which it is.
But he just went out to a nearby coffeeshop to drink.
It was nothing much for my sister and i to settle our own dinner, but my mum got furious when she found out that he wasn't home by the time she was.
LOL.
GGWP DAD.
That is like one of the reasons i don't like drinking in general, whether is it me drinking, or someone else.
It just brings back bad memories HAHAHAH.
OH BUT.
Apparently my sis is having something on for her own party this year so i might want to take that excuse to bring up the suggestion of me going out for a night.
By myself.
In this country.
In this city.
And have a staycation all by myself.
That'd be the best thing that can ever happen to me then.
Thinking about the break i'd get from all this.
UGH I'M SO OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA OF RUNNING AWAY.
I'm not even considering the option or the problems i am trying to run away from sia.
Like whether or not they even exist is another issue.
:<
Ok whatever i am done whoop.
Gonna go ponder over my non-existent, self-created issues.
Joy
It's my day to update you all again and technically i don't set aside days to update my blog and i do so whenever i want to, but today was one of those days where i just really felt like coming here to vent a little.
Sooooo.
There hasn't been anything important going on in my life.
I sent out a few (only 2 actually) emails regarding job enquiries and i really hope i get a positive reply soon so i can earn some bucks to repay my debt to myself HAHAHAHAHA.
But ya, other than that, i am also now part of my CCA's committee.
(idk if i actually mentioned it before)
BUT YES.
Whoop i am finally part of something more important!
Although i'm only a treasurer but it's good enough for me!!!
:)
Sigh but something kinda upsetting happened tonight.
My dad went out drinking tonight with his friend/colleague idk which it is.
But he just went out to a nearby coffeeshop to drink.
It was nothing much for my sister and i to settle our own dinner, but my mum got furious when she found out that he wasn't home by the time she was.
LOL.
GGWP DAD.
That is like one of the reasons i don't like drinking in general, whether is it me drinking, or someone else.
It just brings back bad memories HAHAHAH.
OH BUT.
Apparently my sis is having something on for her own party this year so i might want to take that excuse to bring up the suggestion of me going out for a night.
By myself.
In this country.
In this city.
And have a staycation all by myself.
That'd be the best thing that can ever happen to me then.
Thinking about the break i'd get from all this.
UGH I'M SO OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA OF RUNNING AWAY.
I'm not even considering the option or the problems i am trying to run away from sia.
Like whether or not they even exist is another issue.
:<
Ok whatever i am done whoop.
Gonna go ponder over my non-existent, self-created issues.
Joy
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