Classy . Just Classy ;
been blogging lately too much since i technically have nothing to do .
yes i'm sorry to say this but i'm a horribly #foreveralone person .
since i am the kind who always devotes time to that one person till i get bored of them or the other way round .
but tbh , i never do get the chance to get bored of someone because everything they do , from the way they talk , to the way they blink and smile , to their swagger when they walk , or their favourite catchphrase , i try my best to take note of all of them .
that way , i'll NEVER , EVER . forget the way they were when we were close .
so yeah .
my apple of the eye got "bored" of dealing with my shit and yeah .
i am not impressed but yeah .
it's normal .
Capricorns .
what can i even say man .
today is my birthday , i was especially ecstatic while at work , but it gradually died down to a slow tiring thing for my body (i only got 4 hours of sleep last night) .
i finished one of the books Miss Sham got me and it made me tear up like , 4 times .
i couldn't put it down and just finished it in 2 hours straight .
that made me late for work but it was worth it man .
i'll do a book review on it soon though i think my words can't even bring enough justice to how great Mitch Albom is .
i think i'll post a review on it as soon as i'm done with this post .
i really should post an #ootd for today , but i suck at it and it just looks really awkward on me .
like .
i wore a maxi skirt that was slightly figure hugging and had a slit in the middle of the front , disguised with a zip .
(it does not zip up completely)
my blouse is kind of hard to explain and so i shan't .
i will post the #ootd once i have enough courage to .
i cannot get to love myself enough .
i watched Michelle Phan's "How To Be One Of A Kind" video just a while ago ,
and i was like ,
"how can you expect someone growing on low self-esteem for the past 4 years to look at herself in the mirror and magically find all the flaws lovable ?
how can you even think someone will love these flaws and think that they are not imperfections ?"
i don't get it .
how do you do that sial .
i look at myself in the mirror and i feel like tearing my skin off and digging out all the dirt in the pores ever-so-gory-ly .
like , seriously .
anyway , on the overall , i had a pretty great day today .
i am seventeen now .
and i am happy about it .
Justin still thinks i'm thirteen as he sang my birthday song for me today behind the counter .
Junren's present took me by surprise .
i didn't really like the genre of the book , but the fact that he made it a point to write something inside the book made it something i had to keep now .
it's cliche , but really sweet .
Nicholas .. i think he probably wants to fatten me or something though he loves to keep fit and even prohibits an exess of unhealthy food in his life . he gave me macaroons .
8 of 'em .
Qiaoxuan and my sis and Claudia would love 'em so much .
on the other hand , though i probably won't understand the beauty of the taste of these sweet crumbly pastry , i will definitely have my fair share of it and yknow , let my sis "steal" some .
she is the only sister i have .
Thank you to those who remembered to get me gifts on my special day .
i will surely return this happiness to you on yours .
i think i will enjoy your expression of happiness more than mine .
i love you guys .
Joy
yes i'm sorry to say this but i'm a horribly #foreveralone person .
since i am the kind who always devotes time to that one person till i get bored of them or the other way round .
but tbh , i never do get the chance to get bored of someone because everything they do , from the way they talk , to the way they blink and smile , to their swagger when they walk , or their favourite catchphrase , i try my best to take note of all of them .
that way , i'll NEVER , EVER . forget the way they were when we were close .
so yeah .
my apple of the eye got "bored" of dealing with my shit and yeah .
i am not impressed but yeah .
it's normal .
Capricorns .
what can i even say man .
today is my birthday , i was especially ecstatic while at work , but it gradually died down to a slow tiring thing for my body (i only got 4 hours of sleep last night) .
i finished one of the books Miss Sham got me and it made me tear up like , 4 times .
i couldn't put it down and just finished it in 2 hours straight .
that made me late for work but it was worth it man .
i'll do a book review on it soon though i think my words can't even bring enough justice to how great Mitch Albom is .
i think i'll post a review on it as soon as i'm done with this post .
i really should post an #ootd for today , but i suck at it and it just looks really awkward on me .
like .
i wore a maxi skirt that was slightly figure hugging and had a slit in the middle of the front , disguised with a zip .
(it does not zip up completely)
my blouse is kind of hard to explain and so i shan't .
i will post the #ootd once i have enough courage to .
i cannot get to love myself enough .
i watched Michelle Phan's "How To Be One Of A Kind" video just a while ago ,
and i was like ,
"how can you expect someone growing on low self-esteem for the past 4 years to look at herself in the mirror and magically find all the flaws lovable ?
how can you even think someone will love these flaws and think that they are not imperfections ?"
i don't get it .
how do you do that sial .
i look at myself in the mirror and i feel like tearing my skin off and digging out all the dirt in the pores ever-so-gory-ly .
like , seriously .
anyway , on the overall , i had a pretty great day today .
i am seventeen now .
and i am happy about it .
Justin still thinks i'm thirteen as he sang my birthday song for me today behind the counter .
Junren's present took me by surprise .
i didn't really like the genre of the book , but the fact that he made it a point to write something inside the book made it something i had to keep now .
it's cliche , but really sweet .
Nicholas .. i think he probably wants to fatten me or something though he loves to keep fit and even prohibits an exess of unhealthy food in his life . he gave me macaroons .
8 of 'em .
Qiaoxuan and my sis and Claudia would love 'em so much .
on the other hand , though i probably won't understand the beauty of the taste of these sweet crumbly pastry , i will definitely have my fair share of it and yknow , let my sis "steal" some .
she is the only sister i have .
Thank you to those who remembered to get me gifts on my special day .
i will surely return this happiness to you on yours .
i think i will enjoy your expression of happiness more than mine .
i love you guys .
Joy
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