Don't Let Me Down ;
Hello people !!!
Ok to be super duper honest with all of you, i'm totally not meant to be here but i really need an escape to a safe haven and this has always been my 'go-to-place'.
Recently the assignments are rushing in and if you know me well enough, you'd know i always run away from such things and i need like 1-2 days to legit get my shit together and start on everything at once.
But wow was i wrong.
SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS ARE DUE NEXT WEEK.
By that i mean 3 and that is a WHOLE LOT.
I have to freaking implement a drama lesson, assess a child, and also collect data for action research.
Who are those dead souls who say that teaching is an easy job.
WHO.
If y'all even think that, i seriously think you need to try attending my modules.
Every day we feel like walking zombies.
The classes are boring as hell but we have no freaking choice than to listen otherwise we're 110% dead for our assignments.
I tried to focus on my assignments but there are so many things swimming in my mind right now and i just want to be alone and sort things out but at the same time i don't want to be alone......
I'm just very antsy and my upcoming grading is not helping at all.
I surely tried to help myself but the thought of having to do:
- 2 patterns (1 of which is completely random and i'm already panicking at that)
- 3 rounds of no-contact sparring (WTS MY STAMINA CUI)
- recite my pledge (WHAT IF I SCREW UP)
- go through an interview (S.O.S.)
.. is completely overwhelming.
For someone who is going through submission week, this is not healthy at all.
I really wish i could skip even one training but i cannot afford that anymore.
And i feel so lost among the pile of assignments.
Update: Jina just reminded me i'm in charge of a performance on 29th July.
It's official.
Send help.
I'm going to die. :)
There are so many things to be done and i don't know if i can cope well enough.
I don't want to disappoint anyone, including myself but oh gosh.
I'm already tired sigh.
Joy
Ok to be super duper honest with all of you, i'm totally not meant to be here but i really need an escape to a safe haven and this has always been my 'go-to-place'.
Recently the assignments are rushing in and if you know me well enough, you'd know i always run away from such things and i need like 1-2 days to legit get my shit together and start on everything at once.
But wow was i wrong.
SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS ARE DUE NEXT WEEK.
By that i mean 3 and that is a WHOLE LOT.
I have to freaking implement a drama lesson, assess a child, and also collect data for action research.
Who are those dead souls who say that teaching is an easy job.
WHO.
If y'all even think that, i seriously think you need to try attending my modules.
Every day we feel like walking zombies.
The classes are boring as hell but we have no freaking choice than to listen otherwise we're 110% dead for our assignments.
I tried to focus on my assignments but there are so many things swimming in my mind right now and i just want to be alone and sort things out but at the same time i don't want to be alone......
I'm just very antsy and my upcoming grading is not helping at all.
I surely tried to help myself but the thought of having to do:
- 2 patterns (1 of which is completely random and i'm already panicking at that)
- 3 rounds of no-contact sparring (WTS MY STAMINA CUI)
- recite my pledge (WHAT IF I SCREW UP)
- go through an interview (S.O.S.)
.. is completely overwhelming.
For someone who is going through submission week, this is not healthy at all.
I really wish i could skip even one training but i cannot afford that anymore.
And i feel so lost among the pile of assignments.
Update: Jina just reminded me i'm in charge of a performance on 29th July.
It's official.
Send help.
I'm going to die. :)
There are so many things to be done and i don't know if i can cope well enough.
I don't want to disappoint anyone, including myself but oh gosh.
I'm already tired sigh.
Joy
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