Leap Of Faith ;

It's another month and yes that marks my second milestone with this man. HEHE.
For the cutest idiot that puts me on the top of the world,
Thank you.

Honestly i don't really do alot for him i guess ?
And i'm seriously immature and very annoying in general (if you know me for long enough you'd know i swear.)
But he takes me as i am and always tries his best to make me happy.

With that being said, i'm happy enough to be standing beside him.
Period.

Alot of events happened in the time that i was away from here:

1. NPTKD FOC.
2. His sis got married.
3. My sister's birthday.
4. Nationals Poomsae Competition.

NPTKD FOC
The camp had its ups and downs and i think the lack of sleep and food has greatly benefited my diet plans but that was not the point.
I think it was pretty damn successful because my freshies really enjoyed themselves at the camp and i have people sending me nice messages telling me they appreciated me in camp and i'd be lying if that did not get me to tear up.
Ya i think i tear up damn easily too.

Reasons why i don't know if i should finish reading "Me Before You" because i heard it was a total tear-jerker. Damn.

My fellow GLs that went through ALOT to be here.

We had intentional photos but i believe candid photos always look good heh.
>:)

His Sister's Wedding
Firstly, this was straight after camp and i cannot even put my level of drowsiness by the end of the night into words.
I quite literally crashed as soon as i got on my cab home.
(I mean, i had less than 5 hours of sleep per night during camp and i was running around all day ok.)
Plus, i had someone to hug and pat me to sleep on the cab so ya.
WORTH IT.
Jk i think i would have slept well in any scenario with that body.
:D <- you know that sarcastic emoji that everyone uses and it has this EXACT face. Ya that is what i am referring to. Totally not happy ok. Cos nobody would want to fall asleep anywhere.

The photos are really all up there.

I didn't plan to wear my glasses but it didn't feel good being blind.
I had to.
IT WAS A PHYSICAL DISABILITY.
I DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS LIFE. IT CHOSE ME.

Moving on.

My Sister's Birthday
He celebrated my sister's birthday with my family and treated us to a meal HEHE.
We ate at The Seafood Krub and it was super good.
My family had a blast and we left the place with our tummies filled and loads of pictures (that i am too lazy to upload).
I tried to download the images from twitter (LOL THAT IS HOW LAZY I AM) but it didn't work out soooooo.
I put link to the images for you okay. Or rather, TWEET.
Press Me !!!
^Press it. ;P
At least i bothered with a hyperlink.

AND FOR THE LAST TIME, THAT'S MY COUSIN.
My sis is forever alone.
No i really don't want to say it but it's been proven.

I still hold hope that she will one day come home and tell me she found a boyfriend.
Someone needs to feel my pain of bringing this crazy woman up.
:<

Nationals Poomsae Competition
Now this one is super recent.
The day before yesterday to be exact.
I almost typed 'yesterday' but that's because i've not slept yet.
I don't even know if i can sleep i'm supposed to wake at like 6am. HA.

But ya i didn't do as well as i should have and i'm not THAT disappointed with myself.
Because i didn't train for it.
LOL.
The only reason to be disappointed in myself is that i lost my motivation somewhere, somehow, while training.
I really should get it back though.
I used to run at least once more out of trainings and stretch at least 5 out of 7 days of the week to improve myself.
But now i'm just super nua and Ben Sir is not even taking us anymore lor.
Even Darren doesn't want to coach us for poomsae.
That sucks.
I do intend to go for my black belt grading in July though.
Just so i can get it over and done with.
Kinda.
Probably also means the end of my competitive days because only in my dreams will i win a medal as a black belt.

Do i even have to mention the number of starlets i am competing with once i choose to do black belt LOL.
I DON'T WANNA REMIND MYSELF.
I'm legit not good enough to be there on the same mat as they are HAHAHAHA.
(No don't say i'm okay because you're my friend. Everyone knows. We KNOW. It's not okay. :p)

Sigh i think i need to get my mind straight on alot of things.
I can't wait to submit my last paper this week and settle for a good week of rest.
Then get back to the student life grind.
SIGH.

Being a student is so hard. :(
But i know i won't like it when i graduate either.

I know i haven't said this in a LONG, LOOOOOONG time,
but i can't wait till the part of my life where everything falls in place.

Joy