Muse of my Life ;

good sunday afternoon guys !
as some of you might have seen on instagram (@jollybeans_ ) , i am starting my own hashtag for the #100happydays thingy .
erm .
obviously it is going to be the simple things in life that make me happy .
because i am not some famous, rich ass person who gets to spend money like it's unlimited .

however, i've actually been wanting to try it out for a while now but was too lazy to find something to post .
LOL .
(and here i have time to post my face right . i know teehee)
so my hashtag is #dailydosesofjoy !
SO PUNNY RIGHT HEHEHEH .
ok sorry .
but seriously now i love that .
//insert the moon emoji//

omg i damn lame right sigh .

i need to get a life but i'm hooked on blogging .

OH AND .

for some apparent reason , alot of instashops started following me .

dammit idk what i did .

i mean , if you're following random people to get their attention and visit your instashops .

you're doing it right .

lol i do visit my followers' accounts to see if i'd like to follow back !

i don't follow back all the time but i will if i like your account .

(or your face . *winks* )

i'm creepy .

moving on !

i am actually at work right now and i have like 2 assignments blaring in my face with their deadlines nearing .

but dammit man i'm sooooo good at procrastinating and convincing myself to not do them at all LOL .

however i am pretty hyped about the holidays coming soon .

i signed up for the NPTKD camp !

so i'll be busy from 14-16th June .

sorry guys . ;)

OK BUT HERE'S A SERIOUS NOTE .

i actually have nothing planned out for this holiday LOL .

i think i am ready to waste my life away over that week .

there'll (almost definitely) be holiday homework but i actually don't have any plans to even be disrupted by homework LOL .

//foreveralone//

and to think i was thinking of going to river safari with my friends .

sadly , Joy doesn't have many friends .

i am going to the extent of planning a day out for myself now .

shit .

i need friends . 

//cries//

:(

i have never known what was enjoying life alone , and now i am forced to know .

just because all my friends are busy .

damn . 

(i almost typed 'fiends' instead of 'friends')

that was about to become something epic but i stopped it on time apparently teehee !

(goodjob)

one last thing to share before i get back to work !

Flanty is leaving this Friday !

omg i  damn sad siah i don't want her to leave . 

T.T

and it's like , what are the chances (quoting JR) that she'll be back sial !

SO LITTLE .

she has to take care of her mum and stuff like that sigh .

i cannot even .

i'm gonna miss her so bad .

and this JR enlist alr idk when he'll see my text about tues sigh .

i miss that asshole also hahahaha !

OH RIGHT .

AND OUR PRECIOUS JUSTIN OVERSEAS HAHAHA .

jialat siah got alot of things coming up .

D:

SO BUSY .

i need to do something about my procrastination seriously .

but still , hugs and kisses for all of you ! 

hehehe i'll blog again soon . 

Joy