Maybe Possibly ;

Hi guys .

I'm back with a new topic to talkkkkk . 

How many of you have to hide behind the mask of someone you're not ? 

Because i used to do that . 

Too often . Too much . 

And i know people around me who do the same too . 

Like, you don't have to know that person well to know that they aren't being true . 

There's just something about them that gives them away in front of me at least . 

A fake smile, a hint in their eyes . 

I'm not sure at all . 

I just know . 

I see my sister and i feel sad . 

I watch TV and i feel exasperated . 

My sister whom i've known almost all my life (obviously), is by far the most straightforward and stubborn person i've known . 

She is pretty rough for a girl and she really doesn't care . 

She's girly and manly all mashed in one and she's probably more dependable than she looks . 

But she really likes to aegyo at home and she loves to act crazy and whatever . 

However . From what i hear, she's nothing like this outside . Or in school .

I ask her if she's tired . But she says she's more tired from the judging she gets once she's herself . 

I ask you if you're tired . 

You say the same . 

I've been there , done that . 

Ok so yeah . 

I got tired of it and just shut myself away from crowds . 

And i kept my thoughts to myself . 

And drowned everyone out . 

And got mad at anyone who exposed me . 

My sis gets mad at me easily nowadays and i get mad easily these days . 

Damn i need cure for my PMS . 

.. 

I don't even have PMS . 

Sigh . 

Dislike my mood swings . 

But anyway , today i went out with mah fav bunch of people . 

And i'm so glad i did . :D

(They didn't forget to send me their selfies after i left)

But yeah really thankful for these . 

Because ever since i came into poly, i never felt the need to build up walls .

Hide my style . 

Or do anything i hate . 

I love this . 

Joy