Contrary ;

hi guys.
i'm so insecure lately.
it feels like everyone around me has someone to live for and i'm still here,
busy finding myself .
i'm nowhere near self-discovery though.

i feel really lost because i have no idea what i want.
i've forgotten who i used to be and who i want to be and who i am.
kinda sad but i really can't help it.
after keeping myself caged for some time,
i lost touch with myself and now i'm kinda empty.
sigh .

however, to brighten up this post, ever since i left secondary school, i feel like i see the light and i'm really so much happier now.
i don't have to set aside a day to be myself anymore because i feel at home where i am and i'm actually comfortable in my skin for some time .

it's nice to feel like that and i haven't felt like that for a looooooonnnnngggg time.
i have no idea why.

sorry if you think i'm super confident and i love myself because i don't .
:P
i hope to inspire people to join me on my journey to find yourself tho !
and i hope that one day i can proudly say that i love myself and that you do too !

i honestly hope so.
i hope one day all of us will be happy with who we are,
what we have,
where we are,
and everything else.

that'd be so beautiful to see.

but tbh my biggest wish is to see the end of poverty and war.
LOL.
i would rest in utter peace then.

k, till next time, ciao !
//mwacks//

Joy