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HI GUYS OMG I HIT 11111 VIEWS .
technically i'm at 11140 .
like i wanted to do something special for y'all but i really dk what to do for y'all sigh .
erm .
I DON'T HAVE TALENT GUYS .
i will think of something soon hahahahah .
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO COME UP WITH SOMETHING NEW FOR Y'ALL .
(And only y'all)
kekekeke.

it has been kinda hectic in school lately cos of my assignment but it's over .
for now.

more assignments are coming up and i'm scared.
like i procrastinate way too much sigh.

ok but on the bright side, i'm really starting to like my class .
and my S&W group is getting a little more bonded except for those super duper quiet ones.
can i just mention that quiet people scare the hell outta me .
not kidding there .
i know i'm pretty freaking hyper and i have no idea how to approach quiet people to make them comfortable with me to talk.
i'm horrible at this.

here comes the main part :
i fear rejection

hence once i am rejected , (can even give grace like a few times) i won't approach you again .
I NEED TIME TO MEND MY BROKEN HEART.
(and crippled self-confidence)
so yeah.

oh and , not forgetting taekwondo !
I AM IN LOVE WITH MY CCA .
despite the cramps it gives me i love it .

i would also like to take this chance (omg so formal like making speech lol) to thank my senior Kok Hui for approaching me on monday to partner up .
LIKE THANKS SO MUCH .
(i wouldn't have found a partner otherwise and the consequences would have been pretty jialat)
and he also took chocolates for me yay !

not that i really eat chocolates but the thought is very much appreciated !

somehow i feel like i should have gone with someone instead .
BUT NOBODY WANT COME WITH ME .

wlao .
HMS PEOPLE NO LIKE TAEKWONDO SIAL .
i damn sad .

but it's fine i'll make new friends !

and maybe up my belt or something like yay .
idk how to say moving up the levels .
so yeah .

piece of shit i deserve to fail all my papers for my shit ass english skills .

this is why i don't have the intention to take Early Literacy as my specialisation .

darlings i barely know what are the rules of sentences .
i just form them i don't care .

yeah .
that's how i roll .
now you know .



these are the candids of me that my sis and my bff took of me in my phone .
just wanted to show you how i look like in photos when i'm not actually posing for it .

...
and yeah i don't look that good *sigh*

THERE ARE MORE PRETTY CANDIDS THAT MY FRIEND TOOK THO .
erm lemme link you to his flickr .
he's a really talented photographer so please click on this : E-shin's flickr
so yeah !
click on it ok .

i will ask him to help me take some photos for my blog next time hehehehe .
(when we're both free)
but yeah .
i scared will get misunderstandings since he's attached so erm .
maybe not .
I WILL SEE HOW .

anyway iphone photos work also right.
//mehrong//

i just suck ok .
sighpie

and i am awkward in both candids and modelled photos so screw that hmph

bye guys .
thanks for giving me love (or hate it doesn't matter)
thanks for giving me your attention .
;)

MWACKS FOR ALL OF YOU READERS .
HUG AND KISSES MWAH .

Joy

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