Give me love ;

ok so after that post , i have decided to blog more about my life these days .
just so you know .

i've been pretty moody the whole of today and i have no idea why .
actually , i feel like crying so much .
and like there isn't a reason why i should be .

i found a CCA i have a burning passion for .
i have friends i can stick with .
i have a class full of lovely girls and they're really accepting of everyone of us .

i don't have a reason to cry lol .
i'm so weird .
i hate my moodswings .
and the worst thing is , IT DOESN'T HAPPEN OFTEN .
IT TECHNICALLY NEVER HAPPENS BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO CRY .
i hate crying .

because i know the feeling of crying myself to sleep , it's horrible .
but i just felt like that recently .
ugh .

moving on from this heavy topic , i have been sooooooo jealous of cute couples lately .
IT'S COMING BACK FINALLY HUH .
like , i stopped that for some time now ahahahah !
I HAVE LEARNT TO BE LESS JEALOUS .

ohmygod i keep feeling like typing in caps .

eh btw did anyone watch the official "Give Me Love" MV by Ed Sheeran ?
because when i watched that , something in me died .
like when the girl stabbed herself my heart stopped beating for awhile .

kekeke .
it has been pretty good in poly so far except for the rumours that i'm dating one of the guys from my course .
SORRY TO DISAPPOINT GUYS , i'm not .
as much as i'd like a boyfriend , unfortunately i probably won't get one now .

cos i'm a hopeless coward and i can't step out of my comfort zone to everyone and i'm scared .
i've always been scared .
sorry people .
it's not because i don't want to say anything ok it's because i need time to step out of my comfort zone !
some things even my best friends don't know so like yeah .
i need alot of time .

my brain is so messed up now .
damn i wish someone could look into my brain and sort it out .
or if i could do that for myself that'd be great .
like .
i don't even know what i'm so sad about , how can that happen to anyone ughhhh .

ok i'm sorry for bothering you guys .
i gotta go do my assignment now sigh .

//kisses for you anyway//

Joy





Give me love like never before
'cause lately i've been craving more
And it's been awhile but i still feel the same
Maybe i should let you go
you know i'll fight my corner
and that tonight i'll call ya
after my blood is drowning in alcohol
no, i just wanna hold ya

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