Delusional ;

hey there y'all !
how's it going ? have you guys been great ?!

teehee ! poly life has been pretty good to me and i'm enjoying it here !
if you forgot or got me confused with your other friends' courses , i'm reminding you that i'm in Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Child Psychology and Early Childhood Education .
although there are really little guys in this course , it is SO fun to study here .
the modules are interesting and i haven't really felt like sleeping in lectures yet .

oh ! and , the people around here are really nice to be with .
i'm kinda glad to be here with them hehehehe .

today is our precious Diana's birthday !
she is one of the few who actually remembers me from primary school despite us not being friends back then .
like , i didn't know or talk to her la .

one question :
WAS I THAT NOTORIOUS IN ADMPS ?!

how in the worlddddd .
ok but seriously , things have been looking up for me except that i was late for lecture yesterday .
allow me to explain ok , i was caught up in traffic . it was intentional .
plus , the uncle scammed us into believing the next bus was at 0735 when it was like 0715 .
asshole . ):
but i swear i wasn't the latest .
traffic has been horrendous ever since poly kids started school .
not to mention those who can drive themselves ugh .

on my personal life ..
hmm , i had fun observing Krystal for my school's work and i ended up not being able to leave cos she was so cute and sulky everytime i said i needed to go .
i wasn't late anyway in the end so it was fine .
she was soooooo adorbs and i miss her already . D;

a question for you to think on today since i've been in the reflective mode for a few days now :
on the phrase "those 3 words are said too much , but not enough ." , how do you feel about it ?

like , to me it means everyone is using the 3 words so loosely it is losing it's meaning .
how many meant it when they said it ?
it's sad to know that people are starting to use too many things to cover up the important things in their lives .

some use 'i love you' as a way to shut their precious up .

and if you find someone who uses it the way they meant it , please do whatever you can to keep them in your lives because such gems are hard to find .
they love you as a whole , accept your flaws , encourage the good in you , and are always there for you .

you may think , "what does a 17-year-old know about love" , but hey , there isn't a age where you can't understand it .

i don't know what i want now , but i know that love is selfless .

"and if you're in love , you're the lucky one ."

i've always believed in the saying that dogs leave the world early because they already know how to love , and they already understand what is life .
how true it is , no one knows .

on the side note , i have no idea what i'm typing again .
i really need to get my thoughts sorted out .
ehehehehhe .

eh people i miss y'all .
and i really miss my primary school friends , and my treasures in secondary school .
man , i can't wait to see you guys again ugh .

but for now let's study hard ok !
FIGHTING .
mwacks !

"Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage , not weakness."
                                                                      -Katherine Hansen

Joy




P.S. if you think i can talk about 'love' so easily because i never got hurt in a relationship , i want you to know that i got ditched twice and i got rejected twice as of now . so yeah . life is pretty fair .


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