Okay ? Okay . ;

I didn't used to know the point of that but now i do and i swear it breaks me LOL .

I FINALLY GOT MY "THE FAULT IN OUR STARS BOOK" AND FINISHED IT . 

It was the most amazing and heart-wrenching book ever goddamn .

I know i say this way to often but seriously now , why the heck is Augustus Waters so damn sweet . 

He is giving the girls a whole new level of expectations and they are going to suffer because not all guys are like this man . 

Damn . 

(Spoiler alert) his last message to Peter just tore me down completely . 

Fml . 

I was trying so hard not to cry because i was at work . 

Ok seriously it was such a great read . Go read it if you haven't . 

I swear you won't regret it omg .

Oh and btw if you thought i was just saying it broke me heart and pained me , you're wrong . 

Lol i'm the kind of person who really feels what i said because i'm like that . 

Honestly , i once dreamt i got stabbed and i woke up to a pain in my abdomen and i almost thought i really was stabbed LOL . 

(Stupid right i know) 

But anyway yeah . That's me . Deal with it . :x

Moving on , i'm officially starting school tomorrow (and i haven't packed my bags i'm screwed) . 

Not to mention i was also too lazy to find my booklist which consisted of the 2 textbooks' titles that i needed by next next week . 

Damn . 

WHY I SO MESSED UP . 

And i really am a lost lamb around the whole school this place is a maze . 

I got s&w on monday as well and i don't even know where it is held . 

I got someone in the same s&w module as me but let's just say we are both similar with regards to our direction sense . 

(Not a good sign apparently)

Omg a little boy just ran into the music school i work at and he's adorable . 

... 

I think this is why i'm in CPEE . 

On the other hand people in my course calls me a paedophile .

LOL THEY PROBABLY DON'T KNOW THE IRONY IN ALL THESE AHAHAHA . 

Our inside jokes are hilarious damn . 

And anyway i gotta get back to work . 

Ciaos . 

Till next time ok . 

Mwacks ! 

Just weirding you out . ;)

Joy

"You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful ."