It's been a wild ride ;

Idk if i'm the only one who gets this kind of feeling , but there is always this one day where i will be like "i should buy something for _________" 

It doesn't have to be a special occasion but i will feel like that .

Sometimes . 

Idk why . 

Sigh. 

Whatever is wrong with me , i feel like it's doing alot of good deeds . 

Ok so yeah . 

I'm a weirdo . 

Just a few moments ago i had the largest realisation in awhile and it just hit me that "the more i grew up , the more i thought the government was kinda not trustworthy ." 

Like maybe i saw this post on tumblr which said "what if the government is telling us we can't live in space just so we can't escape?" (Or something on this line) 

Then being the usual inquisitive shit i was (only with regards to the most useless things in the world) , i was technically seeing the light on how much the government could be hiding from us . 

:OOOO

WHAT IF THAT WAS TRUE AND YOU COULD SWIM IN GALAXIES AND FLOAT ON MILKY WAY . 

Sorry i say the worst things at the worst time . 

LOL I'M VERY OBLIVIOUS TO EVERYTHING . 

I can probably not understand simple hints and my friends will accept that fact easily with no doubt . 

Sorry la but we iz liddat . 

-nobody judges me-

And can i just mention that i am very moody these days with no reasons !?

WHY UH WHY . 

Siahla i need help with myself . 

(That sounds very idiotic but it applies to me)

God i am an idiot .

D:

Ok am i making sense rn cos i don't proof read my posts and you get what i think and it sometimes makes 0 sense . 

(I don't even know what i'm talking about rn)

Before i make more useless comments , my dead crowd of readers is making me sad because idk who you guys are . 

Dayummmmm . 

I only know a few of my close friends read my crappy posts but other than them i assume it's just strangers (or creepy stalkers) . 

So ya . 

IF THERE IS A WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH YOU GUYS , TELL ME . 

Mwahs . 

Joy