Do the pretty girl rock ;
hey there cutie pies !
how are your lives these days ~
are you happy ?
because i am kinda happy . :D
like , i know most of you who actually read my blog are probably students if you're my friends , so your busy schedules will explain my lower number of views .
(or maybe i'm just getting more boring . D:)
but anyway , yeah .
i'm going a dance tryout tonight !
later at 6pm .
WISH ME LUCK .
and i know you're busy , but take a moment to smile ok !
BECAUSE I DON'T NEED TO KNOW YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR SMILE IS BEAUTIFUL .
it brightens up your eyes , accentuates your natural blush on your apples of your cheeks and it just makes you even more beautiful !
teehee !
last night i found someone who is going through what i was going through in the past - depression and suicidal .
i couldn't help but be thankful for what i have today because i have been through that and i know how that feels exactly .
if i were to describe it , it would be like dying but breathing , alive but not living .
it is a really horrible feeling and it almost always feels like everything is going to cave in on you but you wouldn't really care if your next breath was your last .
honestly there are still times where i feel like it , it isn't something that you can shake and dust off cleanly .
it comes back the moment you forget the boundary and let your thoughts engulf you .
just for a second and you're back to spiraling down .
that easy to get in , too hard to get out .
ok anyway i'm at makan place rn and the food smells so good it's tempting me to eat again .
i had yoshinoya just now .
(alone of course , because i'm pretty #foreveralone)
but yeah i have my second families where i feel like i belong and i'm really glad to have found them .
the greatest credit goes to the one who allowed me to found them la .
duh .
THANKS YC .
if not for you , i'd be alone in S&W , and i would probably be alone now as well .
it has been amazing since i knew Psylocke and the Deer family makes everything better .
Diana we'll pull through this together and i promise you're not alone on this .
WE LOVE YOU .
<3
Joy
how are your lives these days ~
are you happy ?
because i am kinda happy . :D
like , i know most of you who actually read my blog are probably students if you're my friends , so your busy schedules will explain my lower number of views .
(or maybe i'm just getting more boring . D:)
but anyway , yeah .
i'm going a dance tryout tonight !
later at 6pm .
WISH ME LUCK .
and i know you're busy , but take a moment to smile ok !
BECAUSE I DON'T NEED TO KNOW YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR SMILE IS BEAUTIFUL .
it brightens up your eyes , accentuates your natural blush on your apples of your cheeks and it just makes you even more beautiful !
teehee !
last night i found someone who is going through what i was going through in the past - depression and suicidal .
i couldn't help but be thankful for what i have today because i have been through that and i know how that feels exactly .
if i were to describe it , it would be like dying but breathing , alive but not living .
it is a really horrible feeling and it almost always feels like everything is going to cave in on you but you wouldn't really care if your next breath was your last .
honestly there are still times where i feel like it , it isn't something that you can shake and dust off cleanly .
it comes back the moment you forget the boundary and let your thoughts engulf you .
just for a second and you're back to spiraling down .
that easy to get in , too hard to get out .
ok anyway i'm at makan place rn and the food smells so good it's tempting me to eat again .
i had yoshinoya just now .
(alone of course , because i'm pretty #foreveralone)
but yeah i have my second families where i feel like i belong and i'm really glad to have found them .
the greatest credit goes to the one who allowed me to found them la .
duh .
THANKS YC .
if not for you , i'd be alone in S&W , and i would probably be alone now as well .
it has been amazing since i knew Psylocke and the Deer family makes everything better .
Diana we'll pull through this together and i promise you're not alone on this .
WE LOVE YOU .
<3
Joy
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