Just so you know ;

I'm currently a messed up teenager .

I over think , i get bad gut feelings . 

And this time , i happen to think you have a problem . 

I don't think you even know i have a blog but ok .

I remember you told me once , 

"I didn't feel like going home . I felt like running away , so i kept going to my friends' house ."

And now you're doing the same . 

Although you say it's for studying but i can't help it , i just think something's wrong ok . 

Call me weird but i just feel that way .

Either we're drifting apart or like i just don't know . 

I got a really bad feeling .

Truth is , the last psychological test i gave you , it says that you're optimistic and altruistic when healthy mentally . 

Once unstable , you're easily suicidal .

That was why i get worried easily about you . 

I know you're probably much much stronger than i am , but i don't want to take the risk . 

Just so you know , you mean a bunch to me . 

I'd give up eating yogurt for life if it'll make sure you're ok . 

Yup that is like alot for me already . 

Excuse me , my yogurt is almost my life lol . 

If you feel like running away , i'll do what you say you will do if i feel like it ok . 

At least you won't be drifting around the island alone . 

You better remember what i say . 

You asshole . 

Maybe i think too much , but just in case you're almost there . 

Don't do it . 

I'm here for you ok .

Rule of your thumb :

You better as hell not ditch me on this world alone . 

Goodluck for your prelims and everything . 

See you after our 'O's . 

Joy