Crumbling like pastry ;

HEY HO ! 

This whole week Qiaoxuan has been ignoring me in school except for when she's in a good mood and idk what to do .

It's like this made me reconsider our friendship . 

Like , i trust her more than she could possibly know , but the push and pull thing is making me go crazy like please . 

It's like she has something she can't tell me or she's pissed and everything and i hate it . 

See ? Guys never have this problem .

Except for when they're in a bad mood . 

Even when i'm in a bad mood , i still hide my true feelings to make people happy and i feel kinda unjust . 

Idk . 

I'm a really jealous person i must say . 

But i can't help it . 

I just am .

I guess i'll have to find a way to deal with it . 

To the idiot who went to play candles himself yesterday because someone couldn't make it , you're a retard . But i like you like that . 

Jiayouh for 'O's ! 

And thanks for always being there . 

Hehe . 

Joy