Chasing Sunshines ;
Being back from Bali, has made me miss being able to spend my time solely for myself.
I miss travelling around freely without worrying about anyone else who wants to spend time with me.
I miss being able to explore new places.
I miss the freedom of doing all of these by myself.
However, i do like being able to save and budget alot better back at home though, so there's that.
And i have been enjoying spending time with people whom care for me too.
Just that there is so much more drinking involved when i'm in Singapore since most of my friends enjoy it too HAHA.
Canggu: Monsieur Spoon
Not sure why, but days haven't been easy lately.
Been feeling some sort of melanchony and it's weird.
Never had it before, and never had to go through it alone too.
Perhaps it comes with the strong, independent concept - that we have to be vulnerable with ourselves, and accept ourselves as it is now.
And the fact that we have to do this alone.
Which is fine.
It really is.
But damn it's hard.
I have newfound respect for those who handle life with no issues, all by themselves.
Or at least, they do a great job holding themselves together.
And i believe the facade that they put up.
Ubud: Campuhan Ridge Walk
I'm contemplating my next trip.
Wondering where i should go.
Where can i land my feet on, and what i'll learn.
I've been yearning to do this for a long time, and the fact that i can do this more freely now is kinda exciting.
Budgeting is still going to be a challenge, but it's so exciting though - to have new things to do, to explore, to feel, to try, and to learn.
The world is truly our oyster.
And there is still so much more left to behold.
How can i bear to waste my time standing around waiting?
How could i abandon the world for anyone who isn't ready to take on the universe with me?
Canggu: Crate Cafe
I've wasted enough time today pondering useless thoughts that won't benefit me any longer.
And i'm thankful to have this space to spill my brains.
The thoughts were just starting to feel suffocating and things were looking more and more hazy or cloudy, but i think putting them down in words just make them look alot more real - much smaller than i thought they were.
It's just another passing emotion, and i'm ready to let go of it.
There is only 2 more months left for 2022.
Are you ready to end this year with no regrets?
Have you accomplished all that you wanted to?
Did you complete your goals for this year?
If not, you still have 2 months and a lifetime more in front of you.
Fret not.
You're still right on time.
Thank you for being here today.
Love you!
Joy
Hello there. Have you even considered backpack traveling? Budgeting low, work as u hop around the world. But you need to have a strong and adventurous spirit. A new kind of life that's totally different from now. It opened up your mind, your soul.
ReplyDelete2 months to the end of 2022. Why not put it the way, 2 month to the start of 2023. Have you started penning your 2023 bucket list? If you have not, let's get started!!
Just an anonymous that feels interesting on your life story. Do updated more often. :)
It's me
hello there! i actually have considered, and am considering where to go next!!
Deletethis wasn't something that was possible back in the past, but now that it is, i'm actually quite excited to think about it.
thank you for being here once again.
:)
It's my pleasure. Thank you, that u reply to the comment. Altot I wasn't expecting a reply. But I'm pretty glad you read it, and most impt of all.. you replied!
ReplyDeleteStay focus on your goals. Don't let fear hold you back. YOLO. Haha. But no matter where you go. Please stay safe. I'll be here, waiting for your exciting post always. Best wishes!