Just Between Us ;

 

My phone got a lil messed up yesterday, and i lost almost all my data on the phone. 

I managed to salvage a few images and videos before i surrendered my phone to the apple store today, but majority of the photos from last year-end till now have been deleted.

It's not a bad thing, it's kinda like a fresh start.

Albeit a little forced, but sometimes we need that kind of cause and reason to move on right?

What's a little loss if i stand to gain even more from it in the future? 

:)

I think i can learn to accept these temporary losses, and embrace them for the better. 

Alot happened over the long weekend as usual!

It started out with meeting my ex-trainees from Avensys, and having dinner with them after my coaching on Saturday. 

Then meeting Ansaf on Sunday, before having dinner with my family.

Monday was supposed to be hiking day, but the sudden downpour left us running in the rain instead. 

I must say though, it was an adventure HAHAHA.

Also, i've been wanting to run in the rain for awhile now, but was always carrying too many things that shouldn't get wet. 

Hiking day = carrying only basic necessities in waterproof bag = can run in the rain 

I enjoyed my run.

Although it did leave me very drenched.

Good thing - we didn't catch a cold (i hope not)!

Then i had dinner at home with my bff coming over to join us. 

Truly... the adopted child of my house now.

But a friendship like what we have would probably be hard to find again, so i'm going to treasure it.

Here and there, sad, invasive thoughts did ruin parts of the days, but the most of the days were great, and i'm going to take it as it is HAHA.

Afterall, overthinking it isn't going to make me feel any better, neither am i going to learn more than what i already did from it. 

The sun will rise, and we will try again.

I'm ever grateful to the people who remind me that i'm not alone in this struggle, and to those who take time out of their busy days to make sure i'm okay.

Thank you.

Thank you for reaching out to me, even when i didn't know how to reach out to anyone. 

Thank you for remembering, noticing, and caring for me.

Thank you for helping me, especially when i didn't know how to help myself.

Thank you for loving me, even when i don't love myself.

We'll be okay.

I'll be okay. :)

Joy