Slow Down ;

Good evening!

Yesterday was a blur.
The company event was fun (?) but very tiring and frustrating all at once.
I really wanted to enjoy myself but it was honestly pretty stressful when it came down to the games and all because we were all very competitive people.
:')
Office of adults or kids?
Sometimes i really can't tell.

But i loved my dress!

I took 5 hours, and had to bug someone to make a choice for me.

Also. Yes, the shoes too. I can't make decisions. :')

In any case, i had my share of fun after that too.
Haven't been out drinking in a bit so ugh, really need to start building up a tolerance again cos i can't imagine doing these every few weeks.
HAHA.

Hopefully after exams.

Talking about school, my assignment period is here!
I have a paper due on monday, one last group assignment to be done, and another paper due on friday.
This is going to be a crazy week, so hold on tight everyone.

I'm kinda excited to just be done with assignments though.
Bless.







Emotionally....
Recently, i think i've gotten used to feeling nothing much.
Just.
Discomfort?
Insecurity?
I'm not sure what's slowly eating me up.
But well, i'm kinda busy at the moment so that's hard to figure out.
HAHAHA.

Who cares am i right?

At some point in time we all feel stuff.

I just have lots of these points in life.



As usual, i hope i finally learn to rely on others, depend on others, ask for help, ask for what i need.
I hope i won't shy away and i hope i won't grow to be too independent and be too afraid to get hurt.
I hope one day i won't be ashamed of feeling.
:)

I believe that day will come someday.


Joy

And if it's not you in the end,

i hope i won't have to regret

not doing or saying what i wanted.