Idealism ;

I honestly am not feeling much tonight, but i just felt like coming here to write something.

The past week had been rough.
Just... A lot of bad things happened at once, and it came in waves.
It didn't stop.
Things just felt like they were spiraling out of my control and to be honest, that's quite scary for someone who tries to not lose control.
(It happened a few times in the past --- didn't end pretty)

Until today, i can't say things are well.
I'm still struggling to cope, but i think my facade is doing a little better lately and i at least am happy until the moment i start lying down on my bed and overthinking too much.

I'll just try to remain positive about the current situation.
Even though it's pretty freaking bad.

I'll just try to keep my chin up.

Things will turn out for the better.
Hopefully.

We'll be just fine.

We'll all find happiness in the end and we'll be okay.
Together or apart, we'll be okay.






And tonight, i just hope you'll be okay till we meet again.
:')

Joy