Don't Know What To Do ;

Well there hasn't been alot of shit going on i guess?

I've been a pretty happybean lately (other than the small moments in the day where i get mildly frustrated at stuff).

But yes!!

Life has been good so far!

I'm really glad things worked out for me this time round.

LOL.

We all know it's been rough every time this happens.

But yea boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

I'm genuinely excited for exams to be over so i can go out and have fun hehe.

I've also decided to revive my passion a little and join another Taekwondo competition.

(after almost a year of not competing???)

Am actually kind of scared to be competing again, knowing i'll probably be lagging behind and also not good enough to win anything.

Furthermore, i didn't plan to do this - i'm now alone in 2nd dan while all my batch-mates aren't, so i don't have any familiar pairs i can actually do with.

Welp i did find juniors who are kind enough to pair with me HAHAHA.

But may lord bless us all with patience. 

(I think my ex-pairs would know why ba)

HAHAHAHAHA.

LET'S JUST SAY I DON'T DEAL WITH STRESS AND MESS-UPS WELL.

Nonetheless, i'm still excited.

I want to challenge myself and maybe prove myself wrong - that i'll never win a dang medal in black belt cos i'm too shit to be there, compared with national players and people who have owned their black belt alot longer than i have done Taekwondo even. :')

In other news...

Wow i was thinking of other news and realised i had no other news to talk about. 

I did have a really really enjoyable weekend hiking though!!

Lemme include some photos.

LOL.

Started my day out bright and early and found a rainbow!!

(at the wrong busstop but it was still something good found and i was early anyway LOL)

Haven't felt so adventurous in awhile???
Climbed onto a dead and fallen tree with some halps (i was vertically challenged).

But it was actually pretty fun other than the fact that the trunk was round and i could slip and fall any moment if i was not careful enough.

:')

The views i saw was amazing though!

Worth burning in the sun and all that walking!!

(I went to Macritchie Treetop Trail)

More climbing!

This time i got up mostly without help huehuehue.

I still felt like dying after realising ants infested the trees though. :')

The picture did not do my fear justice.

THE MONKEY WAS TOO CLOSE FOR COMFORT.

I couldn't get off, neither could i move....

Saw some idiot draw this pacman ghost in the sand and thought it would be hilarious to post it here HAHAHA.

That kind of concludes my hike.

LOL.

It was fun though!

Had a good laugh at alot of things and broke a personal record while enjoying myself - i hit like 32k steps in a day!!

Ok before y'all tell me y'all can do better, note that i am now studying+working in an office, both of which do not require me to move much at all ok.

AHAHA.

It's a commitment to finish even 10k per day.

HMPH.

:<

I'm glad i got to end the weekends on a high note to pull me through hell week that starts from saturday onwards :')

I know i've always been a blessed child to have people surrounding me.

Albeit ever-changing, but it's far better than having no one to lean back on right?

This year's aim is to keep this group of people around me for a far longer period of time and treasure them well.

I hope i won't end up pushing people away or hurting them again. :')

I hope this time i'll be more willing to tell them all the shit i feel and not bottle them up only to vent it out on others.

I'm excited to end school in another 4 more months.

Though working life sounds like a brand new hell, but i'm actually kind of looking forward to it.

I think it's safe to say i'm happy today.

I know everyday won't be good, but i'm thankful today was good.

I'm glad today i feel loved and blessed and i'm glad people remind me everyday that i'm cared for.

Thank you.

:')

I hope your days will be as good if not better.

I hope the sun will always shine down on you and brighten up all your dark stormy days, and give you all the warmth you need.

I hope you'll not hurt and i hope you will all stay well!!

Thank you for following my reflections and emotions till now. 

Till the next time, i hope you'll try your best to be happy too.

Joy