Barnum Statements ;

The year is coming to an end but i don't really have much to update ?

I don't really know if that's a good or a bad thing but i try my best.

I do feel like there has been a lot of slight changes in my life here and there, it's all nothing major enough to be mention-able, but they all make me feel slightly more on the edge.

Like, do you know that feeling too ?

I just finished my exams for my very first university trimester at Kaplan (Murdoch University), and it hasn't been easy but yeaaaaa. 

I met very nice people whom i enjoy spending time with (not just studying but going out too!).

I'm very thankful for this bunch because they really motivate me to study harder (shoutout to Nat and Wenkai cos they the most hardworking out of the bunch). LOL.

I'm really easily distracted and all, so i'm thankful some of them are able to bring me back on track and also give me extra pointers on the things i cannot understand. 

We haven't been able to take a photo with our newest addition to the group Fionn hahahah.

Damn we gotta do that soon man.

I also found a new company to walk on my journey of life with me. 

Is that a good way to put it across? 

I don't know HAHAHA.

But yea, it's a fact so i guess there's nothing to hide?

Plus he's all over my instagram feed anyway HAHAHAH.

It's been 7 months already ?

I can't believe it hahahah.

It's honestly pretty complicated so i won't bother explaining, but let's just say i'm really happy where i am now and i don't regret anything.

He's obviously not perfect, but he tries his best for me and he listens to my endless rambling and overthinking, so that's good enough.

Not everyday you find someone willing to listen to all the bullshit that you have (sometimes even giving up precious sleep to do so).

The rest are really all just small little things so i guess there is nothing much to continue updating hahahhaha.

But in 2017, i've had my fair share of ups and downs, i find out more about myself everyday, and i see the goals that i want to achieve clearer. 

Of course, with the new friends that i make, new perspectives come into my sight and i'm very excited to adventure more.

They see me differently and i'm the youngest (WHAT A RARE OCCASION) among them so i'm always spoiled/bullied but still happy because i get to annoy them all the time HAHAHHAHA.

#happychild97

PLUS they let me be the child that i am, and they go on childish trips with me.

WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR !?!?!?!??!?!

:)

I'm just really happy now.

(Excluding my moodswings and stressed out periods, i really am truly happy.)

For once, i feel liberated from others' opinions of my happiness because i'm finally surrounded by people who only want me to be happy and nothing else. 

Sure we all have things to gain from this, but i really feel like, i'm free from judgement for awhile and i'm grateful.

I hope i'll learn to get used to this feeling and always be happy.

I hope in 2018 i'll stop worrying over things that might happen and just enjoy the present moment.

I hope in 2018 i'll strive harder to achieve my goals and be nearer than ever to reaching them.

Here's wishing you had a good ride in 2017, and let's adventure together in 2018 together too !!

Thank you for staying with me and reading all these loooonnnngggg wordy posts HAHAHHA.

Joy