Crafted ;
I realize i do come back to blog more often when i am stressed than not.
LOL.
But without realizing it, 2 months of my internship has passed and there have been many unfortunate events, along with the huge blessing known as children.
Honestly, i've learnt so much from the children.
They remind me of the things that we lose as we grow older - kindness, etc.
And i don't think people even know how sensitive children are.
Like when i'm feeling upset (no matter the reason), even if i try to hide it, the children seem to sense it. Because they stop fooling around and start listening. They start helping to make things easier for me, like stopping their friends' mischief, and they constantly show affection.
Little things like these reassure me that i am making the right choice to stay with them.
Stay with teaching.
But of course, we have our share of bad stuff like mischievous children constantly ruining your mood and just being up to no good in general.
(Kinda makes me want to knock them out and i never want to use violence on kids so that sums up how bad they are)
Oh well.
And also.
My laptop died on me.
The mother board crashed.
R.I.P.
But whatever i guess i'm pretty lucky it hung on till i'm graduating my polytechnic years.
(Even though it's my most crucial year)
We'll find a way around it.
I'm currently using my very very old netbook and though it's kinda slow and heats up real quick, at least it works?
And i have very very sharing friends who volunteer their laptops as tribute for me to misuse.
JK.
For me to at least do my assignments on them.
Since my interim is coming up.
I'm so not prepared for this, i feel like dying. :')
Life has been hard so far,
but i've been surviving.
Keep pushing on guys, you're not alone on this.
FIGHTING !!!
Joy
LOL.
But without realizing it, 2 months of my internship has passed and there have been many unfortunate events, along with the huge blessing known as children.
Honestly, i've learnt so much from the children.
They remind me of the things that we lose as we grow older - kindness, etc.
And i don't think people even know how sensitive children are.
Like when i'm feeling upset (no matter the reason), even if i try to hide it, the children seem to sense it. Because they stop fooling around and start listening. They start helping to make things easier for me, like stopping their friends' mischief, and they constantly show affection.
Little things like these reassure me that i am making the right choice to stay with them.
Stay with teaching.
But of course, we have our share of bad stuff like mischievous children constantly ruining your mood and just being up to no good in general.
(Kinda makes me want to knock them out and i never want to use violence on kids so that sums up how bad they are)
Oh well.
And also.
My laptop died on me.
The mother board crashed.
R.I.P.
But whatever i guess i'm pretty lucky it hung on till i'm graduating my polytechnic years.
(Even though it's my most crucial year)
We'll find a way around it.
I'm currently using my very very old netbook and though it's kinda slow and heats up real quick, at least it works?
And i have very very sharing friends who volunteer their laptops as tribute for me to misuse.
JK.
For me to at least do my assignments on them.
Since my interim is coming up.
I'm so not prepared for this, i feel like dying. :')
Shower Thoughts:
I honestly want to feel like i'm validated not by the people around me but by how happy i am, but i've always pinned my happiness on others' happiness and i can't seem to ever find a way to start being a bit more selfish and really just put myself first.
There's so much to be done.
Life has been hard so far,
but i've been surviving.
Keep pushing on guys, you're not alone on this.
FIGHTING !!!
Joy
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