Just Saying ;

Hi guyssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

Just randomly decided to drop by my blog and talk about random crap hehehehehehe.
Has anyone of you thought about your future?
(I bet alot of us have, and we constantly anticipate the day where everything falls into place)

Personally, i can't wait for the day i fall head over heels in love with the right one, and spend the rest of my life with him.
I mean, that's the luckiest thing i can possibly experience.

I hope i settle down early, but at the same time, i really see myself studying for a degree that i want.
In this case, i would like a degree in Child Psychology?
Or maybe business or anything.
Other than my diploma, i want something else to help with my future.

I don't know when all of these will happen to me, and i can only anticipate these chances,
but every day is one day closer to the day i find myself.
Or maybe just be happy.

It is not easy and people say we have to go earn our chance, but sometimes even trying hard won't save your ass.
Let's be real.
You can't make someone who isn't "the one" miraculously into someone you will give everything up for.

I don't know.
I don't know too many things and i spend too much time trying to answer them, i forget to enjoy what i have now.
Once too many, i let happiness slip through my fingers, as i chase something greater, only to be left with nothing in the end.

I let people tell me i am not enough, and i try so hard, to be enough for them.
Then when i am finally enough for them, they find someone else to talk to.

WASTED.

Just kidding.
I enjoy improving myself, and shaping myself into someone whom my parents, friends and perhaps my future boyfriend will be proud of.

I hope i find someone who will love every bit of me, even though i have so many flaws that i can see.
I hope i find someone who would look forward to coming home to me;
waking up to me;
spending everyday with me.

It's not hard to find someone.
It's just hard to find the right one who will fill up all the empty holes in your heart.

People want alot.
And so do i.
I am greedy, selfish and bratty.

But having someone to stand by me is already one of the greatest joy on earth.
And having someone who is willing to go the extra mile for you is just a bonus.

Soooooooooo.
I really hope the couples out there are going to just savour every moment you have with your other half right now.
And for the singles, i hope you find THE ONE soon.

With the upcoming Valentines', let's all spend it loving ourselves.
(Nicer way of saying foreveralone)







One thing i do know though...
I tend to talk alot of crap when i am sleepy.
Don't trust my brain now.


BUT.
Never doubt me when i say i love you.
Teehee.

See y'all soon.
<3

Joy

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