Warning: Thunderstorms Ahead ;

HEY THERE.
It's only been yesterday since i blogged and i really shouldn't be procrastinating considering what i have set out to accomplish by tonight.
But i really feel super moody now and i can barely do any of the reflections i am supposed to do.
Lest to say the website and poster shit.
Ugh.

I feel kind of guilty and kind of disappointed.
Let's not go into it because you might find me irritating after you know why i'm actually upset about.
It's such a lame reason.
I need to get over myself like seriously.

Just kind of want to vent it out somewhere but yknow.
I hope i wake up feeling better tomorrow.

I wonder how people can tolerate feeling like this everyday.
How miserable must it be to feel so.. Upset about everything..
Feeling like this motivates me to make everyone's days brighter.
I promise i'll come back with a happier post after monday okay?

Most of my assignments should be submitted by then and i can really focus on making myself happy.
I'm not someone who's happy with everything i am and have.
I constantly seek my weaknesses and strive to overcome them and better myself.
I want to be able to say i am constantly improving.
Just so someday someone might be proud to have me.

I just never really felt that from anyone.

Yeahhhhhh.
I'm not always happy.
I can't change this.
If i'm always happy.. I think i have either gone crazy, or i'm a legitimate angel.
(either way, guardian angel or the recollected one will be fine.. If you know what i mean)

I hope life is way better for all of you reading.

"If only our eyes saw souls instead of bodies how different our ideals of beauty would be."

So pumped for the holidays already.

WHAT HAPPENED TO DAYS LIKE THESE.
Assignment week is killing me. :c

Joy