Choleric ;

HEY THERE.
I can't believe it's been a week since i last blogged.
So many things have been happening and i can barely squeeze out time for myself.
Even though it's e-learning week for this whole week, (meaning i don't have to go to school for 5 days yay) but there's still training for my competition this Saturday.

3 more days.

Oh. My. God.
Can i just make a silent mention that i am so stressed about it and i've been so angst lately i can't stand myself.
It's just..
Too many things swarming up to me at once, and people just keep asking about it, when all i really need is some time alone with just one person to talk through it.

Ugh.
I'm kind of super done trying.
And i still have an interview to do with my kid later.
Not to mention a story reading.
LOL.
WTF IS STORY READING???
I am not amused.
I suck at reading stories to children.
I sound like every character in the book is about to die because they do not have a life.
:c

I need help.

My family isn't helping.

So done with this.
T.T
Can i have my holidays already.
Or just like.
A day where everyone miraculously shuts up and leaves me alone.

To be honest, i'm not sure how Saturday's competition will turn out, but i'm actually very worried about it.
I'm so scared i'll disappoint everyone.. Including myself.
I'd never let myself off the hook for being a burden to the group.

Being competitive is hard.

Joy