Just Sometimes ;

hey darlings !
ok . so i have bad news .
I INJURED MY FINGER HAHAHAHHA FUUUUU .
and the worst thing about it is that it was self-inflicted .
cos i was doing a back tuck jump and i kicked my right middle finger right at the tip so it's swollen like nobody's business now .
i'm so screwed man .
it's completely bruised now .
and i can't exert force on it i'm so sad omg i just realised how much i need all my fingers because i'm having a hard time typing this without my right finger hahahahah .
i'm replacing it with my ring finger for now but it doesn't work as well .
:c

ok now for some general discussion !
if you guys followed my blog for long enough (including previous blogs), you'd know i can't stand late replies or worse , no replies .
LOL COS LIKE IDK .
i'm sensitive and i overthink so i might think that i'm not worth your time for a reply .
or that i'm super annoying .
then i'll just slowly cut off ties with such people cos it'd be better if someone annoyed me than the other way round .

which is also why i try very hard to never reply anyone too late (unless i have a legit reason ok) .
and if i ever do , please know that i actually feel damn guilty about it .
:<

tomorrow is my last day in the kindergarten ...

oh gosh i already miss my kids this is going to be horrible .

AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT ,
i've been giving the kids some notice (so that they won't cry as much considering they're prepared for it) so i've been telling them like "oh i not coming on Thursday anymore !" or like "tomorrow is my last day"

so the K2 kids who know a little more about such things naturally become more clingy and sad at the mention of that .
GOD THEY MELT MY HEART SO MUCH .

it has been such a wonderful 2 weeks with this bunch and i'm so so so grateful for them .
like .
N usually NEVER lets me hug him because he's quite hyper and probably more self-conscious .
but today, the other boys tore apart his lego gun and he cried (for the first time omg) .
then he naturally came to sit in my lap and let my cuddle him for awhile for some comfort .

gosh that was like . so fugging cute i almost dieded .

but seriously . he's so cute .
his dimples kills me inside like no joke .

then J is sososososo kawaii and he's the good boy of the bunch .
he listens really well and is quite attached to me and he says i'm cute .
man .
he doesn't know what he is to me ok .

then there's the smallest boy in class , R !
R is super cute and everyone in the class treats him like a baby because he's that cute la .
so naturally i like him alot because he is small and like . basically everything i thought i'd see in a kid .
plus he learns aikido so that's cool too.
not to mention this is one kid that LOVES to sit in my lap and let me hug him and whatever .
LOL .
OK THAT'S MY FAV PART ABOUT ANY KID .
cos it's probably more comforting to me than it is for the kid but they know nothing .
:p

these 3 boys legit make my day all day err day .

then the girls ah ...
ALL OF THEM VERY CUTE but Q and R (a girl no worries diff from above ok) more attached to me .
and i think JE SIBEI CUTE . her eyes are like twice of my eyes' size .
//cries//

ok i think the shithead who fell asleep texting me is forgiven cos the thought of these kids make me go gaga .
ARGH .
i'm gonna miss them so much .

and yes you can be sure i'm going to take some photos with them no matter what la ok .
rules are meant to be broken .

and i need something to remind me this once happened to me .
Lady Luck once shined upon me .

so thankful for K2-Love and K1-Peace .

THANKYOU .

i can't be more happy to have you all in my life at one point of time .

gosh i scared i cry tomorrow siah .
T.T

Love y'all !!!!!
MWACKS HEHEHEH .

Joy