It's dangerous to need someone so much ;

HI GUYS .
today was pretty boring but tomorrow and Wednesday is an exciting journey !
i cannot wait for them to arrive !
OMG .
oh and i am finally able to download the software for NP so yay !

mwahahaha . since i am not working till Sunday , i am pumped to have alot of sleep and time to myself !
you know i love my me-time .
although i kinda overthink and what not when i am alone .
it's dangerous but life is about living on the edge yo .
JK .

oh and , 6 days ago , i actually wanted to do a blog post but i never went about doing it because it would suck .
4 years and 6 days ago was REALLY special to me ehehehe .
those who know me since then would know too much .
but yeah .
that was kinda my best few months of my life .
xD
and i actually don't remember shit from then anymore , but i just knew i was really happy .
yeah .

if i never erased or deleted my blogs , (i deleted my blog 3 times already to date)
you'd know too but too bad .
>:P
Joy is a meanie .
ehehehehehe .
the first blog lasted like . ever since i started blogging .
till sec 2 i think .
so yeah .
7000+ posts .
if i'm not wrong .
HMMMMM .

i already forgot what i posted in the past .
XD

but anyway , i have walked a long way to where i am now and i'm soooooo glad to be here .
it's not happy being here all the time but at least i met alot of people who made things worth it .

teehee .

oh and have i mentioned my parents are intending to let me enrich myself with stuff i want after poly starts ?
i can't wait for poly to start man .

i can't wait for Guitar lessons . Dance Classes . Taekwondo Lessons .
 you have no idea how great the rest of the year looks for me right here .
OMG.
although they are probably gonna end up looking less attractive as soon as i start ,
pain and hardship brings about the most satisfying results right ?

i am already soooo excited .

but before that .
A PILL SEEMS TO BE STUCK IN MY THROAT AND IT FEELS WEIRD NOW .
damn .
erm to clarify it's a pill for my foot , not drugs .
technically it's still a drug though .
dayum .

oh and i was taking the pill because i've always had a problem with my bones i guess .
especially my legs and ankle and whatever .
it is apparently inherited .
i used to hate the person inherited smaller bones from (i know who it is) but i guess too late for anything la .
i'm just suay lor .

hais .
this hopefully also explains why such a hyperactive shit like me was doing in library club in anderson .
(yes i was a librarian exco there)
FOR PROOF , MY FELLOW ANDERSONIAN JUNIORS CAN CHECK OUT THE STAIRS NEAR 4TH FLOOR LOCKERS . (the super isolated ones near sec 5 block)
walk down and you'll see my face in the library club poster or whatever that is .
i know right .
so unbelievable .
xD

so yeah , i was prohibited by doctors to do strenuous activities till i'm 16 because that is when my bones will be more developed and will hopefully be stronger .
i drink milk to help myself but it would appear that it does nothing to my body .
LOL .
I ALSO NEVER GROW TALL OR ANYTHING .
I DAMN SAD LOR .

but yeah i'm 17 !
(and my bones still feel weird from time to time like now)

damn i need to know what's wrong with my body LOL .

ok whatever .
i give up .

hope i didn't bore you guys with lame points .

OH AND . CHECK OUT MY TUMBLR .

i know i never said i had one but i recently went back to reblogging stuff so check it out .
(it's quite lame though . mostly bigbang or running man stuff)

mwacks for all of you . :D

Joy