You think i'm crazy , well that's not bad . ;

goodday mates !
hehe .
today was a pretty unproductive day .
btw , i'm still looking for a job .
yes i know , i'm very slow .
but i can't help it ok .
i'm just lazy and i really can't be bothered after some thinking .
like , whether i'm going to a poly or not , i think i might sign on for NS .

i know it's pretty shocking , cos i'm about to burn away 5 years of my life in NS while others of my age strive on in society to be someone of use in future .
but honestly , i beg to differ .
by going into the army , i am not only doing my part as a Singaporean -- learning to protect my nation , my home ,
but i am also learning to protect myself in desperate situations in future .
whether it concerns me personally , nationally , or internationally .
not that i would want to meet with such situations in my life ,
but at least i now know i have the most basic ability to protect my loved ones .

plus . i think it gives me a more obvious reason to actually start working out and really try to prove myself right .
in the past , i was bullied by seniors in primary school , and many guys look down on me for my small build and seemingly powerless strength .
honestly , i'm not as weak as they claim for me to be .
sure , it might not work on you , but that may just be because you're stronger than the rest .
i'm not a weakling . not anymore . hear that ?

anyway . i have my resolve .
though i still pray for this resolve to stay with me till i graduate from whichever college or polytechnic i will choose to go to .

ok i'm such a naggy person .
ugh .
still pretty hooked on one piece , but i am trying hard to get myself a life .

if anybody knows of a job vacancy where they work , please contact me ! :P

bleh .
going out with the human tomorrow .
we're going out tomorrow to find me a life and take lots of photographs .

like , since primary school , except for when i actually travel , i realise i no longer take as many photos .
no matter of myself or of others or with others .
so yeah .
since my photographer is in need of a model and i have no life ,
might as well .

hehe .
if the photos turn out better than what i think they will turn out to be ,
i'll post some of them here .
as my pride .
T.T

just kidding .
hehe .
i'm so weird , i think the photos will just highlight my alien-like character .

sighpie .

i'm just getting weirder .
):

i hope i will be able to hide my wacky personality tomorrow hehe !
though it is said that the thing you try to hide the most , will always be what is the most obvious in the photographs .
i'm personally pretty excited to be part of something like this .

i don't look like it , but i love taking photographs .
idk why .
i just think they are nice to keep .
hehe !

and i think the human is gonna make the photos like something i'd never imagine MY photos to turn out to be .

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU .


that's all for now .
i'll try to do up a youtube video soon .
you think i should do a "50 Facts About Me" thing to start off my channel ?

i'm gonna try to do a cover soon .
hehe .
stay tuned ok ?
i'll post the link up as soon as i'm done and happy with it . :P

Joy