Re-routing ;

 Almost a month has passed since my last post, and I think I should revive this space a little.

I ran away from my home, and everything else, allllll the way to Bali.

Funnily, right before I packed my things and left, I found that I miss so many more things.

I guess it is true that absence does make your heart fonder.

She said she doesn't like the way she looks but I genuinely think she looks adorable?????

This is the view from outside my window (there is a balcony, I am not floating).

As you can tell, I do not make my bed every morning.

Call me a sinner whatever. I get right back into bed okay there is no point making my dang bed!!!

Also if you're someone who loves cafes, please come to Bali.

You're gonna LLLLOOOOOVVVEEE their aesthetics.

Especially if you love al fresco dining!!!!

Super aesthetic. (according to my aesthetics)

In other news, I've been doing well.

I've been eating and sleeping well, I've been killing bugs all by myself.

I've been spending my money on myself, and I've been making plans to fill up my time meaningfully.

I've been working on myself, and working on my job.

I've been happy.

How about you?

Have you been resting well?

Have you been eating every meal religiously?

Have you rested your mind, body, and soul whenever you need to? 

I hope you're happy wherever you are!!

Please be safe, and be healthy.

Don't get hurt.

Times have been extra trying to many people around me, and I really hope they get better. :")

Maybe I was just itching to feel something tonight, but I looked through my old photo albums today.

Digital ones.

I found times where I look so happy, and I don't even remember when I was that happy anymore.

I also found the gaps between the photos where I know memories existed, but I chose to erase them.

Either way, I realise how much I've changed since the first photo of myself that I saw.

Not to mention the first few posts I've made on this blog.

I've been growing up well.

I think.

Or at least, well enough for myself.

I'm so happy I get to say that to myself today. Without feeling bad, or guilty, or ashamed.

I feel so proud that I made it to today. 

As who I am.

I'm thankful you were part of my journey, even if you are no longer part of it.

I'm grateful I learned and grew alongside you for however long I've known you.

And I'm especially appreciative of those who have stuck with me through my rough tides, golden highs, and everything in between.

Thank you for loving me in all my days.

Please know that I love you in all your days too.

In all the days that I will get to be a part of, I will try to love you fully.

Every part of you.

Even the parts that you didn't love about yourself.

Thank you. 

For letting me love you too.

I wish you will always have a better day than me. 

You're so loved.

:)

Joy