More To This ;
It's currently 1.38am as i type this intro, and it's probably gonna take me some time to finish this piece again, so let's just see!!
I've honestly been sooooo happy the past few days with no rhyme or reason.
I just felt happy, and i was content for the most part of the days!
Which is good - i've reconnected with people over the past few weeks and i think being able to talk to more people has made me see more of this world the way i wanted to hehe.
I also try to dedicate more time to meeting my friends in person and talking to them all that.
Being stuck in phase 2 for some circuit breaker and phase 1 and 2 has definitely made my social skills rust a little, and i'm starting to find so much comfort in being by myself.
I'm kinda worried i won't want to spend time with people after awhile cos it drains me out HAHAHA.
Oops.
But not gonna lie, being able to talk to people still makes me feel excited and happy and all that ok.
Just that i'm not used to it anymore and i start enjoying more time alone too.
There's nothing wrong with that. :)
It is slightly weird hearing that come from an extrovert but we all get tired sometimes hee.
How have you been?
Has this time been good to you so far?
I want to hear you.
Sobble.
I don't post much, but i enjoy watching the content some people put up. It's quite funny and even meaningful for some of them!
Today i guess i must have come across one too many sad ones.
I make it a point to leave positive comments on sad posts just in case that one thing is exactly what they needed to hear to make it past another day.
We'll never know how much or little impact we make until we try right?
In these cases, any positive impact, big or small, would probably be better than nothing. :""")
I hope that everyone who chances upon my blog will take this as a reminder that you're really special and that no one could ever dream of replacing you because you're so god damn precious.
I know times get tough and things just don't seem to work out but i promise you they do someday.
You just gotta keep going.
Tomorrow will be better if you're willing to work for it too. Even just surviving and finishing one task is better than nothing my love!
And i know it sounds completely crazy when you feel so worthless, but just know that someone loves you. Even when you're just being you.
Even when you're not perfect.
Even when you're struggling.
Even when you're hurting.
Even when you're healing.
You're so so so loved. You're precious. You're irreplaceable. You're so strong and you're special.
I will repeat this line again if you need to hear/read it again.
Know that your feelings are validated, and you're allowed to want to take a break.
You're worthy of all the love and concern that you are receiving.
I hope you don't push anyone away just because you're afraid.
I hope you get all the help you need, and all the love, affection and time that you'll need to heal.
If anything, i love you too. :)
Hang in there!!
To all the pillars of support - hang in there too.
I know you got it tough, but i got you okay.
Please don't act strong when you need a break.
You deserve it too.
Everyone is struggling in their own ways, and times are really sensitive now, i hope you will be kinder to everyone online and offline.
Tomorrow will be better.
:)
I hope you will all have a good week this week.
Please stay safe, and remain positive even during this COVID-19 times.
Wear your mask, drink more water, exercise well, and don't get sick!!
Don't hurt!
I love you!
Joy
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