I love you 300(0) ;
IT'S MY 300TH POST ALREADY ?!?!?!?!?!?
That's pretty wild hehe.
I remembered starting blogging again with the intention to create a themed blog.
Something without much of a purpose.
But obviously it didn't work out that way and here we are having a place that is probably filled with more whining than i should be doing about my life.
HAHAHA.
Well i guess this has its own benefits too.
I'm just kinda excited to have someone/something read my mind while i empty it out.
Was honestly having a pretty weird afternoon.
I had a pretty good sleep-in, then enjoyed a few hours alone before my parents came home from work heh.
Cooked macaroni in chicken broth cos that was the simplest thing that was not absolutely unhealthy (think instant noodles).
Then proceeded to turn on my laptop and scroll endlessly without guilt. HELL YEA.
HAHAHA.
But the songs i had playing in the background was pretty weird.
Mood changing.
A little.
Mainly because i kinda reflected on some of the lyrics and it hit a lil deep.
:p
Only one song actually.
I hate that it's kinda true.
But i'm okay.
I'll be okay.
We'll all be okay in the end. :)
Today is one of the last weekends i get to chill, cos i start school on Tuesday.
Then it's back to the mad grind of school + intern + trainings.
But can i just say i'm so freaking excited for my competition in May ?!?!?!
I'm exactly 3 weeks and 1 day away from it.
I'm so excited :')
I hope i'll do well.
I hope i won't let anyone down, and i hope i win.
I mean, no one goes in hoping to lose but i know it's kinda difficult to win.
So i'm hoping i get something out of the competition.
Haven't been talented enough to win anything ever since i'm a Black Belt.
And it's true that i probably should train more before i say such things.
But even at my peak, it wasn't enough, so i'm just thinking.
HAHA.
Nonetheless, i'm looking forward to this competition.
It's been long since i've had something to train for, and a goal to aim for.
I shall not take this opportunity for granted hehe.
In any case, remember how i was having a really tough Sunday last week?
Yep.
I made a happy list.
Monday didn't work out so well.
But Endgame was good.
I enjoyed my labour day training more.
And all that jazz.
Thursday's training was a little better.
It ended with a little saddening news.
But we overcame it and now i'm just taking everyday as it is.
I'm just going to learn to be thankful for every day i receive a notification that brings me immense relieve.
:')
Friday was fruitful, my team and i finished the first pattern.
We coordinated, talked, had fun, and we're mostly set.
HEHE.
Very very grateful to them for helping me through my bad days too.
They listen and bring me a little comfort.
"Don't like the ending, then we'll find one that's yours."
Got to see Amanda again this week and it was kinda special cos i haven't seen her for a really long time.
Today i got to sit around doing nothing and just be comfortable.
Starting next week i get more half-days of work so i can focus more on my training leading up to the competition day.
This upcoming week i've got more things to look forward to i think.
HEHEHEHE.
I shall keep trying to keep my chin up.
I shall keep trudging through everything and i hope we'll all come out fine!!
Another week will pass, and we'll be okay.
Another week with you is all i'll keep asking for.
Joy
That's pretty wild hehe.
I remembered starting blogging again with the intention to create a themed blog.
Something without much of a purpose.
But obviously it didn't work out that way and here we are having a place that is probably filled with more whining than i should be doing about my life.
HAHAHA.
I'm just kinda excited to have someone/something read my mind while i empty it out.
Was honestly having a pretty weird afternoon.
I had a pretty good sleep-in, then enjoyed a few hours alone before my parents came home from work heh.
Cooked macaroni in chicken broth cos that was the simplest thing that was not absolutely unhealthy (think instant noodles).
Then proceeded to turn on my laptop and scroll endlessly without guilt. HELL YEA.
HAHAHA.
But the songs i had playing in the background was pretty weird.
Mood changing.
A little.
Mainly because i kinda reflected on some of the lyrics and it hit a lil deep.
:p
Only one song actually.
I hate that it's kinda true.
But i'm okay.
I'll be okay.
We'll all be okay in the end. :)
Then it's back to the mad grind of school + intern + trainings.
But can i just say i'm so freaking excited for my competition in May ?!?!?!
I'm exactly 3 weeks and 1 day away from it.
I'm so excited :')
I hope i'll do well.
I hope i won't let anyone down, and i hope i win.
I mean, no one goes in hoping to lose but i know it's kinda difficult to win.
So i'm hoping i get something out of the competition.
Haven't been talented enough to win anything ever since i'm a Black Belt.
And it's true that i probably should train more before i say such things.
But even at my peak, it wasn't enough, so i'm just thinking.
HAHA.
Nonetheless, i'm looking forward to this competition.
It's been long since i've had something to train for, and a goal to aim for.
I shall not take this opportunity for granted hehe.
Yep.
I made a happy list.
Monday didn't work out so well.
But Endgame was good.
I enjoyed my labour day training more.
And all that jazz.
Thursday's training was a little better.
It ended with a little saddening news.
But we overcame it and now i'm just taking everyday as it is.
I'm just going to learn to be thankful for every day i receive a notification that brings me immense relieve.
:')
Friday was fruitful, my team and i finished the first pattern.
We coordinated, talked, had fun, and we're mostly set.
HEHE.
Very very grateful to them for helping me through my bad days too.
They listen and bring me a little comfort.
"Don't like the ending, then we'll find one that's yours."
Today i got to sit around doing nothing and just be comfortable.
Starting next week i get more half-days of work so i can focus more on my training leading up to the competition day.
This upcoming week i've got more things to look forward to i think.
HEHEHEHE.
I shall keep trying to keep my chin up.
I shall keep trudging through everything and i hope we'll all come out fine!!
Another week will pass, and we'll be okay.
Another week with you is all i'll keep asking for.
Joy
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