Unstoppable Waves ;
I can't believe i'll be flying off again soon and it'll be for 11 days this time.
I'm extremely excited because i'm finally going to South Korea which i've been yearning to go for the past few years but never got to go.
MAYBE CAN SEE BTS ????????
Jk they probably busy and out of town to do promotions for their new comeback but still a tiny bit of hope to see them at mcountdown or something ????
HOPEFULLY ?????
HAHHAHAHHAA.
Ok but back to the studies.
This sem i'm aiming a little higher just to get my GPA up and also because it looks nicer that way LOL.
With the recent travels and upcoming plans, i really should start working seriously though.
Need so much money for my stuff but i'm not doing anything.
FML. :<
Shall go look for jobs soon and just pray to get higher pay to fund my daily life and future plans HAHAHHAHA.
I'm hoping this month is looking good for all of you.
It's a short update, but more will be coming soon i promise !
Can't wait to record my trip down and share here too.
If y'all didn't already know, i keep a blog just to have things to look back on in the future.
All my immature thinking and ranting about schoolwork included, because one day i'll be past this stage and i'll miss having these to rant about.
I truly regret deleting my first few blogs, otherwise i'd be looking at a long record of blog posts from primary school to secondary school and more.
And also all those angsty emo posts last time that were super trendy and "cool", but we never considered the emotional threats it had on our development.
But here i am not as a Psychology Major and i know all these woohoo.
(shoutout to my HR major too in case it gets jealous HAHAHAH)
I do enjoy both my majors because i love working with people.
While psychology pushes me to reach out to people with more difficulties and fulfils a larger part of my dreams to be able to help people, the excessive financial ability needed to fund the education is something that holds me back.
It's not a SUPER HUGE amount, but large enough to tax my parents, so i'm thinking of pursuing that in my own future time.
Not now for sure.
In the meantime, i'll just use Psychology as my value-add for a HR manager LOL.
It might not be my ideal position in the society, but i admit that it's a very useful one and it allows me a spot, where i can enable people to the fullest.
A darker side of me would hope to interview people who made my life difficult once and just make their life difficult for that 20-30mins.
HAHAHA.
Of course, that won't hinder me in making a decision for these people if they really suit the job though.
Just want to make the working environment somewhere better for everyone to enjoy what they do and unleash their fullest potential in work.
It's something i find very fulfilling in seeing someone finding their own potential and just enjoying what they do, because it comes naturally to them, like they fit in perfectly.
It's kinda why i love working with kids too, just that their potentials are easier to be seen since they don't hide anything
HAHAHAH.
It's a grim-looking future for someone like me, a private university graduate with probably average grades and nothing to my name, but i'm kinda excited to be able to work my way up from the bottom too.
I want the success that comes after all this nitty gritty work, so i guess i just have to work for it.
It'd be very very very nice to just have somewhere to go right from the start, but i think, i should just be content with what i have.
How are you holding up in your uni?
Hopefully you're doing good too.
Even if you're not in uni, i hope you're living life well and seeing a new hope and motivation everyday to keep fighting for what you want.
:)
Joy
P.S. the comment section is always open for anyone to spam and also to rant and tell me shit stuff ok.
I never get comments but it'll be fun to know who's reading all of this bullshit all the time. :p
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