Fab-rurary ;

In the blink of an eye, January is over and February is here.
While it's the most romantic month of the year, it's also the busiest with Chinese New Year and assignment deadlines nearing.
I'm not exactly apt at handling stress, i just do what i can.
I get mental breakdowns very often, but i still try to keep my shit together every once in awhile and start doing things a little earlier with hope that it'll make the jitterbug go away even if just a little further when things get messier.

Recently i've been just lazing off my workout routine and i'm guessing it'll be harder to get back into shape or the grind too LOL.
BUT BUT BUT.
I bought tickets to the FitnessFest ????
My uni friend Fionn brought it up to us and i got interested cos there was a whole line-up of yoga, pilates, boxing instructors and more ????
Even pole dancing ?????
It's seriously a 12 hour mass workout but you have no idea how excited i am for this man HAHAHAH.
It's on the 19th of May so if anyone is interested, got the link up there for you !!!

It makes me happy to just think of it though i can't wait to see this HAHAHA.
I've always only seen it online so i'm excited.

On a side note, I'M 21 !!!

 Firstly, a big thank you to my family for making the party happen. IT was really hectic and messy most of the time but my family slaved for me :')

#thankful

Though i'd still think i shouldn't have put everyone through the pain of a party tho HAHAH.

 Thank you to my parents for giving me the gift of life (also shoutout to my dad cos he turned 54 a few days back HAHA)

I'm infinitely blessed to have walk this earth, even if i was cursed to feel everything so deeply and become a weird, quirky person in general HAHAHA.

 Another huge thanks to my cousin on the most far right for slaving over my party, bbq-ing all the food for the guests without complaints (infront of me at least :') ).

I'm really really thankful for all the help my family members gave, even if not all.

My aunt as well, who literally opened a counter and served food for the guests even though she was not obliged too. She provided me with the table cloth and cake as well and i really think that's an amazing thing to do for someone who's not your immediate family :').

 And of course, to the boyfriend who helped set up the place, drive me around, buy me food, shower me with attention, entertain my guests and more.

Thank you for always being there for me.

Even if you're not naturally the most caring and giving, you try your best for me and i appreciate the little things you do.

I'm so thankful for you.

To the brother that everyone pities for having me in his life not by choice LOL.

It's my boyfriend's brother but i appreciate you being here !!!

Though it'd have been better if your parents were here too, sad. :<

JunHui !!!!

He took all of the above photos except for these and they all look so good ???

Y'all should hit him up with a photography gig or something AHAHHA.

DA BAE who always puts me before her and showers me with tender loving care no matter how long we haven't met, or talked.

Even with those times where we talk lesser or meet up rarely, i'm grateful to know you're always there for me.

I promise i won't ever take you for granted, and to share both my happy and sad times with you.

You're the best :')

The original #squatgoals HAHAH.

Thank you girls for always having my back, you all truly made my experience in TKD a more special one. :')

I'm so grateful to have both of you in my lives.

 To the Woodlands Gang tho we talk lesser and lesser now, it's been good knowing you both, and to always know that i have two strong pillars to support me whenever i feel like falling. 

Also, thanks Weiliang for editing all of the photos for me because i literally have 0 skills in photoshop and would have totally bothered my sis with them instead but she's slightly overloaded so i'm thankful to have someone edit them for me :') #blessedaf

 This must have been the shocker for some ?

Not many people know we talk alot but we did !!!

We still do whenever i have something bugging me and have to get it off my chest to someone with the best advice haha.

Yoga really treats me like his own younger sibling and i'm so grateful to have someone like him in my life. Even if we don't talk as often, but the little gestures make me feel lucky af.

I'll never forget his super long text message when i turned 18 ???

I cried when i read it because wow ????

HAHAH.

I'm still amazed by him and he inspires me to become as persevering and stable as he is :')

 Please note my nephews are cute af ????

 For my newfound friends in Uni !!!

It's been a blast with y'all so far and i can't wait for more adventures to unfold.

While we all have different paths and aims in life, i really hope we can stick together (at least until uni ends ???) or even longer so i can bug y'all forever with "BUT I'M THE YOUNGEST SO I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT" crap HAHAH.

And of course, my grandmother !!!

It's a little depressing when i think of my grandparents because... yea.

But i'm hoping she'll live a long life and watch me grow older and continuing nagging at my dad for not feeding me cos i got skinnier. :')

Life is really short, i guess we have to treasure what we have at hand.

I can't wait to grow up but i'll try not to forget to enjoy the present moment because that's what i can tell and grasp the most.

So i'm gonna live my life as much as i can, to the fullest as i can, and hopefully by the end of my time, i'd have traveled the globe to the best of my abilities.

It's been a good month, can't wait for more !!!

Let's make February a FABULOUS one. 

FIGHTING !!!

Joy