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In a flash, the month is coming to an end and it's actually really surprising how much can change in such a short period of time.
I'm ending my internship in 29 days including weekends, and my final submission and presentation is in a week.
I can't tell you how overwhelmed i feel, and yet i still have no motivation to work on any of it. :')
I swear, this is going to be the end of me one day.
At the end of this, my graduation is in slightly more than 3 months, but i still have no real idea of what i want for my future.
While i'm now 20 ad blessed, i have no idea where i want to move on with my life from here and it's kinda scary just moving forward without a goal in sight for someone like me.
I've never been someone who thrived in the grey zone, so i really need a black and white, a legit goal, in order to really get a move on.
Oh well, i guess that's what Singaporean teens think about?
Or me at the very least. (and the people around me)
I'm just excited for all of these to finally come to a closure.
As much as i've enjoyed being a polytechnic student, i crave an entirely new start for myself to really get out there and throw myself off the balance as much as i could just so i can change even more.
You heard (or rather, read) that right.
For the first few times, i'm looking forward to the change that is to come.
I honestly cannot wait to keep improving, and find new challenges that will teach me more lessons.
I can't wait to see how everything turns out in the end, and i cannot wait to find out.
But for now, i just have to keep fighting for a better tomorrow and keep my hopes and faith up that better days are on their way. :)
Hopefully, all of you who read this are also winning this battle of hope with me. :D
Let's not lose to the temporary clouds, and await for the sunshine that's about to come ok !!!!!
FIGHTING !!
Here's to our better year ahead !
Happy Chinese New Year everyone ! <3
Joy
I'm ending my internship in 29 days including weekends, and my final submission and presentation is in a week.
I can't tell you how overwhelmed i feel, and yet i still have no motivation to work on any of it. :')
I swear, this is going to be the end of me one day.
At the end of this, my graduation is in slightly more than 3 months, but i still have no real idea of what i want for my future.
While i'm now 20 ad blessed, i have no idea where i want to move on with my life from here and it's kinda scary just moving forward without a goal in sight for someone like me.
I've never been someone who thrived in the grey zone, so i really need a black and white, a legit goal, in order to really get a move on.
Oh well, i guess that's what Singaporean teens think about?
Or me at the very least. (and the people around me)
I'm just excited for all of these to finally come to a closure.
As much as i've enjoyed being a polytechnic student, i crave an entirely new start for myself to really get out there and throw myself off the balance as much as i could just so i can change even more.
You heard (or rather, read) that right.
For the first few times, i'm looking forward to the change that is to come.
I honestly cannot wait to keep improving, and find new challenges that will teach me more lessons.
I can't wait to see how everything turns out in the end, and i cannot wait to find out.
But for now, i just have to keep fighting for a better tomorrow and keep my hopes and faith up that better days are on their way. :)
Hopefully, all of you who read this are also winning this battle of hope with me. :D
Let's not lose to the temporary clouds, and await for the sunshine that's about to come ok !!!!!
FIGHTING !!
Here's to our better year ahead !
Happy Chinese New Year everyone ! <3
Joy
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