Passionate Red ;
A very good morning to the kind souls who stopped by this (pretty much) dead blog!
It's officially 17 more days to my exams and honestly i'm not prepared for it at all.
I'm not even near prepared for my assignment submissions this week i swear LOL.
Trainings are halted momentarily but i shall try to go run this week at least twice HAHAHA.
It's going to be my secret resolution because i heard that people who say their resolutions out loud are often going to be less resolved to do it.
But that also means i'm 18 days away from freedom.
And like a few months away to being a Year 3 -- Potential graduate of May 2017.
You're not gonna believe it but you've lived through my rants and all from the start of my poly life to the end.
Or at least, we're nearing it now.
I'm ecstatic at the thought of being able to share my graduation with you lot and i sincerely hope (for myself) that i graduate with a decent GPA so i can at least get into a loclal university, with or without scholarship.
To be honest, i know my parents are completely ok with me not furthering my studies till i decide i want to.
Basically, i know i have free reign over my life now.
I can feel their control slowly slipping away and i'm not really as happy as i thought i would be.
I truthfully want the best for them, and everything i do is not only for myself, but also for them.
This is one aim i know i can tell the whole world, and whether or not it is approved, it is one i will live to finish.
I aim to fund my parents' retirement.
Not by myself, of course.
I know my dad's lifetime of work has probably given him enough to last the rest of his years (and my mum's) in peace.
I'm not content with that.
I want them to live a great life together after all those years they slaved at work for us, and i hope they get to finally travel those places they could only dream of when they have to take care of us, and i really hope they are happy.
They tell me they are happy if i am, so i want to be selfish this once and tell them, "this is what makes me happy - to be able to lavish you with love and good vibes".
I want to cure them of their wanderlust (i know my mum secretly has it strong), and just let them do everything they want without a worry in the world (or as close to that as possible).
One day, i'll fulfil that, and i will share my momentum of victory (aka their photos when they do travel) with all of you hehe.
So remind me if i ever lose my way, or falter in my dreams, that i have someone to work for and someone to live for.
I have 2 loving parents who are looking at me and pushing me to be the person i always wanted to be.
And especially for my dad who has raised me in his rough palms, soaked in worked skin,
comforted me in his arms,
shed tears for me when i can't,
and is the most proud of me at any point in time.
Happy Birthday Dad.
Joy
It's officially 17 more days to my exams and honestly i'm not prepared for it at all.
I'm not even near prepared for my assignment submissions this week i swear LOL.
Trainings are halted momentarily but i shall try to go run this week at least twice HAHAHA.
It's going to be my secret resolution because i heard that people who say their resolutions out loud are often going to be less resolved to do it.
But that also means i'm 18 days away from freedom.
And like a few months away to being a Year 3 -- Potential graduate of May 2017.
You're not gonna believe it but you've lived through my rants and all from the start of my poly life to the end.
Or at least, we're nearing it now.
I'm ecstatic at the thought of being able to share my graduation with you lot and i sincerely hope (for myself) that i graduate with a decent GPA so i can at least get into a loclal university, with or without scholarship.
To be honest, i know my parents are completely ok with me not furthering my studies till i decide i want to.
Basically, i know i have free reign over my life now.
I can feel their control slowly slipping away and i'm not really as happy as i thought i would be.
I truthfully want the best for them, and everything i do is not only for myself, but also for them.
This is one aim i know i can tell the whole world, and whether or not it is approved, it is one i will live to finish.
I aim to fund my parents' retirement.
Not by myself, of course.
I know my dad's lifetime of work has probably given him enough to last the rest of his years (and my mum's) in peace.
I'm not content with that.
I want them to live a great life together after all those years they slaved at work for us, and i hope they get to finally travel those places they could only dream of when they have to take care of us, and i really hope they are happy.
They tell me they are happy if i am, so i want to be selfish this once and tell them, "this is what makes me happy - to be able to lavish you with love and good vibes".
I want to cure them of their wanderlust (i know my mum secretly has it strong), and just let them do everything they want without a worry in the world (or as close to that as possible).
One day, i'll fulfil that, and i will share my momentum of victory (aka their photos when they do travel) with all of you hehe.
So remind me if i ever lose my way, or falter in my dreams, that i have someone to work for and someone to live for.
I have 2 loving parents who are looking at me and pushing me to be the person i always wanted to be.
And especially for my dad who has raised me in his rough palms, soaked in worked skin,
comforted me in his arms,
shed tears for me when i can't,
and is the most proud of me at any point in time.
Happy Birthday Dad.
Joy
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