Painfully Etched ;

OH MYYYYY.
Guess who's back ?!?!!
Ok i have been very energetic the whole of today, i believe, due to the lack of sleep last night.
NPTKD successfully conducted our Annual General Meeting last night and it was amazeballs.

This was almost full strength of TKD and it makes me so happy just seeing everyone in this picture.
It kind of makes me feel that the hard work we did to make this event as successful as possible was all worth it.
Being a leader is tough and we have alot of responsibilities but i guess times like this are what makes people want to be one.
Pretty indescribable feeling. Just extremely satisfied that everyone leaves the event with a smile on their face.
I swear i look like an idiot because i have a dumb smile plastered all over my face that night.

Weeks of planning all burned down to this, and i'm glad the aftertaste of this cup of coffee was great.

Anyway, since i am at this update stuff, here are the photos i promised.
On Wednesday, 1st July 2015, it was a special pug's birthday.
I went through the trouble to gather some mutual friends and made a special plan for a special pug.

The balloons that got Zac and i drenched in the rain for. (Kudos to Zac for tolerating a troublesome friend like me heheheh.)

 HEHEHE you can see my sushi that i made to replace the cake. 

At the end of each of the 18 balloons are 18 handwritten letters by his friends including me.

I deserve an award for doing this. xD

 The lovely crew that assisted my hasty planning and all. HEHEHE. Thanks for joining dinner. Y'all were such great help. 'prreciate it guys. <3

BOONKIAT IS LEGAL HEHEHEHEHE.

Thanks for being the most annoying bugger in the world that tells me to shut up all the time.
And cursing me to die but weirdly pulls me back when the cars come HAHAHA.
Thanks for listening to all my stupid rants and random bullshit.
Thanks for going to places with me to satisfy my food cravings. *insert moon emoji*
So so blessed to have you guide me in tkd and life (maybe?)
Thanks for being born 18 years ago.

(still hate you though)

But yeah.
Thank you to everyone who made this surprise possible !!

Can we also take a moment to appreciate Weekian in formal wear. 

(sorry i'm a sucker for formal wears.)

HAHAHA OK I VERY RANDOM NOW.
Scrolling through my phone images and transferring some of them to my laptop permanently to reduce space wastage on my phone sigh.
So many images HAHAHA.
Really hope i will not have an urgent need of a picture from months ago from now on since i just erased them from my phone.
#genius

Oh and, i went for training today, are y'all proud of me hehhehe.
My muscles are really tight now though.
Gonna need some help after the competition and all HAHAHAH.

I'll be praying all these will be worth it in the end.
//thumbs up//





On a side note, life has been so far so good.
I found people who could fill up the gaping hole in my chest with more concern than i could have gotten from the one who got away.
I found shelter in the friends around me and they showered me with care and concern.
It's been a rough time for awhile but i'm just so overwhelmed with gratitude that i am given the chance to live today.
And the fact that i got to meet all of you in my lives now out of the seven billion people on this whole wide world is enough to pull me through my darkest days.

You were my anchor,

prventing me from hiding too high up in the clouds in my own world. 

The shelter you cannot give me is now 

replaced with the love and concern my friends provide me with.

I hope your life is way better off without me. 

Because i won't let you crush me anymore. HEHE.

I'll come back stronger every time.

Joy