Fracture ;

HEYYYYY .

So i brought forward the destruction of my ugly past . 

As if it could be so easily lost . 

But anyway , i hope to bring to people a new image i guess . 

Not so emo like my previous blog because that would be boring . 

So yeah . 

Incase you discovered me by luck (or misfortune) , i'm Joy  .

16 this year . Capricorn but not at all suited for that sign . 

Definitely not your normal girl-next-door . 

And you probably won't want to have me as your neighbour . 

I'm hyper and everything but i have my down sides too . 

The old me was a proud bitch and i'm not afraid to say it because you'd judge me anyway . 

I'm a pushover alot and my sister dislikes it . 

I love being protected because i'm always the protector of my younger sister . 

I'm probably giving up on alot to be like me now . 

Because i have no social life and nobody really listens to me except you . 

I have only a few close friends but i'm grateful enough for them . 

I happen to be really bad with girls although i'm one . 

Call me a flirt , i wouldn't care , but it's only because guys refuse to think of me as a girl . 

Strongheaded , powered by my own will and competitive edge . 

You don't have to know me well because you actually bothered to read up till here and that's good enough . 

I'm not a famous blogger nor anyone pretty , but i just like to have my own silent existence now . 

Somehow , silence is now better than excitement . 

I would much rather be by myself thank you . 

To be fair , here's an ugly selca . 

Hope i don't give you nightmares . :/

Joy